Hepi nu year!!

It's 2012. Looking fwd for whatever will hapend to me. Hope for all d gud things. Pray to ALLAH for it + 100% effort, non-stop + qada' n qadar... InsyaALLAH everything will turn out fine. Aminnnnn...

She's a climber...

Last Monday on the 19th dec. Was appointment date for Balqis. She is 9 months last Saturday. She is 7.9 kg n 71cm.

I cud tell dat the misi was very satisfied with balqis performances.

After the visit, we went home (my sis hse) then hubby off 2 work. As I were chatting wif my sis, qiss was left crawling n do her own things. The next thing I knew, she was climbing up the stairs.. N she moved so fast. I cud see dat she was so confident. So proud of her but yet so afraid dat she might climb the stairs alone without supervision.

Qiss, pls b careful ya. Don't n never climb anything without cik ra ye. Momma dunt want anything bad hapen 2 u ya dear...

It's 17th of the month again.....and...

.....my balqis is a month older. She is 9 months today.

She is in the effort to walk. She can stand now but with support. She refuse to b carry due to her ability to move independently.

This comin' monday will be attending an appointment. The nurse wanted to monitor her performance. I'm hepi enuff wif her. She know how to clap her hand n the best when she heard a tepuk amai2 song she'll raise her hand to clap.

She's getting cleverer, prettier, wiser, bigger, taller n ......

Corby II

Bought 1 to replace my old motorola. So cheap dat's y I can afford it.

Not like iPhone of kos but still functions not too bad.

House o house... Umah o umah

Just tink bout it makes me dizzy n so mad!...

Got a letter from spnb yesterday mentioning bout how sorry they're for not able to gave the hse buyers the keys on time n due 2 dat the buyers which is 'me' can claim LAD.

N today on the FB they said they will call the 92 elligible buyers to collect the LAD via phone call. The check will b given out 2moro after works @ their office... The via phone notification will b made today n to make things worse, my phone is off due to no batt power!

Aduss... Hopefully I'll make the cut as my name is the 29th on d list. how am I going to know wether they will call me as my phone is out of batt? Cheiit!!

Need to 1/2 day 2moro if I made the cut. But... Till now, hav no idea!

She's a crawler..

Nope.. Not a nite crawler but more like a full time crawler.. Hehe.. Since 7 m++ she was like hesitating to crawl but as time pass, she gained her confidence n @ 8m++ she has the willing to crawl n to grab n to stand.

Her teeth is now more revealing, her appetite no longer for pureed r blended food. She has changed a lot as she is getting older.

She can dance, sing, n blabbering whenever she felt angry. Hmmm.. Most importantly is she can express her feeling well.

Wat makes her more special are, she didn't catch any fever during her jabs r even when the teeth came out. What a strong baby she is.

So proud of her knowing dat she follow babies' milestone perfectly.. Hopefully in the next 2 months at least she can arrange her steps n lead herself to walk properly.

Watever it is, I'm grateful, thankful to ALLAH for giving her to me.

Who is she/her? She's my Balqis Adzra...

She got her 1st two tooth!

Yeay! She's 8 months now n she got her tooths. That's explain why she refuse to eat purée r blended food.

Feeling all grown up now huh? Lil' girl?
culdn't take hers pic though. So hard to make her open her mouth n snap. Well gonna wait till the teeth totally out from the gum...

7months ++ old

Look how gojes she is. Pray to GOD dat Balqis not only pretty as she is outside but also inside. Ev'rything bout her just perfect n couldn't stop thanking ALLAH for giving her to me..

QSIC 2011 - rockin' y'all!!

It's in hard rock Penang n co-organised by USM, HBP. So hepi dat i bumped into en. Azlan now a prof. Sr n wif prof rashid n kak nany now sr. Dr.. Gosh, these ppl r my idols in terms of qsing. Respect the ilmu @ 'knowledge' dat they hav so much!

Off 2 Rockin' - part 1

On d way wif hubby n balqis!
Sort of famili vacay! Hehe

Mama's cutie pie!

2nd Anniversary - September 22, 2011

Happy anniversary to both of us. It's been 2 years of ups n downs but we manage to handle our life successfully plus with Balqis by our side made ou love growing even stronger. Hope for the best n the greatest for our life as hubby n wifey!

Thank ALLAH for everything he gave n will give to us! Grateful!!!

She is flying! Weeeeee..

Audition day 2

Alhamdulillah it's the last day of audit. Meaning I can go back to office la tomorrow. Got loads of outstanding office works that need my attention.

Balqis n papa

Audit Dalaman SPK

Was appointed as 1 of auditors, but yesterday I was the auditee n alhamdulillah my session went very well as the audited project was fully comply... Yeay me! Hehehe...

N today my turn to audit others... 1st stop will be JKR Sabak Bernam, hopefully everything is going 2 be great so dat my 2 hours journey wasn't a waste. So peeps, better update ur files n pls do work smart like me!! Hehehe hahahaha... Prasaan sunggoh!!!!!

She got a bear..

Went to jusco bkt tinggi after farid's friend wedding. Gift hunting for liana's little angel, damia. She turned 1 last June n the b'day bash will b held tomorrow. Dunno wat 2 buy. Baju was not on the list coz last time I gave a gown already.

Went from a shop 2 another but none. Lastly decided 2 buy a soft toy n found a bear.. Too cute, bought two. 1 for damia n 1 for my balqis.

Now she got her bear. Hope u'll like it dear. Mama love u so much.

Tittleless due her stupid nature of works...

I just hate the fact dat I had 2 work wif inefficient ppl. It makes me becoming more like them r others becoming more like me?

U don't use time badly as it very precious. Proper time management n pls don't use it 'ikut ske kpale u' as I hav loads of other works to settle rather than listen 2 all of ur nonesense!!!

My baby is sick!

I can't stop but keep on praying to ALLAH for my baby to get well sooner. Perhaps in just a second after each of my doa my baby will b free from any illness.

It started last nite. She culdnt breath like normal becoz her nose was clogged. I had to carry her in order for her to b able to sleep.. Poor balqis. Am I a bad mom for causing my baby sickness? I know it is not a major sickness but knowing her in d pain, n considering she is just a baby made me felt terrible..

Dear balqis, pls forgive mama for neglecting u. Mama wud do anything to trade places wif u.

Ya ALLAH, kasihanilah anakku. Kau sEmbuhkanlah sakitnya Dan jauhilah dia dr segala kesukaran, kesukaran, kesakitan pd ms hadapan. Aminn..

i know wat u did last weekend...

it was 3 days weekend... wuhuuu...
why? well due to malaysian day on the
friday 16th.

i start my weekend wif....
gardening....... hehehe.. due to rumput
yang teramat panjang n semak in front of the house.
it make my brain stop to function any
moment everytime i laid my eyes on our lawn.
ask hubby to do it but too many excuses...
so, without doubt i just did it.. n as the result,
i was extremely happy dat my lawn is actually
look like a lawn finally hehehe....
cleared! n terase kurus skejap....

later the afternoon we went for lunch
@ Sekinchan Ikan Bakar Bukit Tinggi branch.
after lunch, the guys went for Solat Jumaat while the
girls out to Jusco Bukit Tinggi. went to buy some
stuff to Balqis such as food n utensils. Try to make her food as organic as possible. Bought some banana, carrots, avocados n last but not least brown rice . So puas!

Later that nite, one of neighbour was having open hse n invited us to join the crowd. It was a pleasure for us to go n eat as I haven't cook anything for dinner. Dunno wat to cook though so many stock in the freezer. Sunggoh mls!

Then on the Saturday, getting ready to attend sil's convocation @ picc putrajaya. Met the rest of fil there n after photography session, off to the south for mersing. Never been to mersing before but it was quite a nice place to visit though the journey was sooo exausting hehehe.. arrived there at 10 pm after a 5 hours drive from putrajaya. We stayed @ hotel seri Malaysia.

The next day, all packed up n getting ready for kl. After breakfast n dropped sil to her office along wif her new car we we're heading to Batu Pahat to visit my Biras. After lunch at her place, start our journey to go back to kl. Stopped for prayers @ r n r Alor Gajah. There were massive traffic jam near seremban to nilai n sometime stopped. Few hours of drive, finally arrived r n r Sg Buloh, where we r all supposed to meet. Pray n ate satay! Yummy! Then after few hours of waiting, Bil arrived wif his wife in his alphard. Then the transit n the we r all headed to our home sweet home.

Arrived safely @ 11 pm... Wuhuuu! Penat sunggoh tp sempat la iron baju utk hubby for tomorrow. Then.. Tido safe n sound hhehehe..

Balqis is 6 months!!

yeay!.. she is now 6 months.
yesterday went to clinics for her
injections n next appointment will
be on the 19/12/2011 when she turn
9 months n no injection involved. hehehehe..

actually she turned 6 months old on the
17th but i was too busy to update.
last weekend was jammed packed
wif last minute activity wif FIL (family
in laws).

six months sharp! i gave her banana puree.
it was an online recommendation n soo easy to
make it. mashed a ripe banana in a bowl and add
few drops of EBM then to make it finer, strained
it with a strainer. yeay! she likes it.

mama so proud of u balqis... ohw.. she loves porridge too..

Siaran Tertunda... due to...

loads of other important things to do..


Salam Aidilfitri... Hope it's not too late
for me to wish all Muslim out there...

..Our 1st family photo..

Our 1st outing for Iftar this year n it was @ holiday inn glenmarie. Last year,
approximately @ the same time, I was pregnant n mabuk2... No outing as I can't handle meself huhu..

At this mo, I hav my hubby n siblings n to make it even better n sweeter, Balqis arrived as the most precious gift to me. Heaven sent!! I couldn't thank ALLAH enuff for his bless. :)

This is by far, my most special Ramadhan. Thankful!!

The chronicles of.....

Mar 4th, 2011

Start my cuti already. I was so drain n
I need my break from all d office matters.
Used my cuti to clean up n tidy up my whole
things that were left @ my sis house. So penat
but I gotta do wat I ought to do. By noon, finished
the whole things.

Later went to jusco for last min shopping n a treat to uppy.. It's my last chance to entertain him before I go for a long leave.

Mar 5th, 2011

All set to balik kg. Me n hubby leave our home @ 8 am. The traffic wasn't so heavy. Some part there were none. We had our long journey wif no obstacles. Safely arrived kg @ 2 pm

Mar 6th, 2011

I was hopin' for my bb come out on dis date. But she didn't. Hubby said it's not gonna happens coz his instinct doesn't say so.

Mar 7th, 2011

I'm nervous but there r no sign of labor. Both me n hubby decide to go to tesco for our last shopping before our bb arrive as there r still some stuff we had not yet buy.

Mar 8th, 2011

Still there r no sign of labor. I was hopin to drink fresh milk from our local milk product. It's my childhood fav drink n still I love to hav them today. We went to pasar malam n I decided we shud walk all d way to pasar malam. I needed the exercise so dat it culd help me to labor. That nite, I got stain n I belive it's mucus n blood but still no pain. Mom said the mucus n blood is the sign for labor but it weird dat I hav not experience any pain.

Mar 9th, 2011

Today is the due date but nope! The bb don't want to come out yet. It worried n sadden me as my cuti had end n I don't want to apply for more. Went to clinics for routine check up n the nurse decide I shud come back next Sunday to refer me to the doctor since dat day there were no doctor's available.

Mar 10th, 2011

the baby refuse to come out... i'm waiting impatiently...


Mar 11th, 2011


mom suggested dat we shud go to the 'mak bidan' due 2 the condition.
i'm so very worried... n later the evening papa went home with 'air selusuh'
to help the baby to come out n easy birth. the 'pak cik' who gave
the water told papa "lambat lg anak awak ni nk bersalin". huhuhu...
feel like crying but i had to deal with the situation eventhough my heart
couldn't take it anymore.

Mar 12th, 2011


went to 'mak bidan' place to 'jamah perut'. mom said better let the bidan 
touches my tummy at least once before labour. she said i will have a girl,
she weighted at least 3kg. funny tho coz i haven't told her yet... but it is true
i'm having a girl based on my scan's result. i drank another 'selusuh' but 
this time it's 'minyak selusuh'. it gave a result of me wanting to vomit n
vomit n vomitting..


Mar 13th, 2011

it's hubby b'day.. celebrated his n my nephew n niece bday.. sorta triple celebrations.
 cakes was specially request from kak lin. Due to my conditions, bought KF, apple donuts, fried nugget
jajan n chocolates for the kids. cannot masak2 laa...


... n i was hoping for her to come out today so dat she cud
share her b'day with daddy but she didn't.

i went to clinic again n meet the doc. everything was fine an absolutely
OK. the doc gave me a form for a force birth on the 19th March 
to HUSM.


Mar 15th, 2011


I walked all the way from home to 'pasar malam' just to give my baby
a normal induces so dat she wanted to come out..at least an effort...
but... she didn't come out n i was feeling frustrated n didn't know wat 2
do.. now my enthusiast faded n i just 'redho'..

i was happy though coz i get to drink the 'milk'
from pejabat haiwan which i crave before :)

Mar 16th, 2011

i went to sleep with no hope... i was just  wanted to have a safe birth...

Mar 17th, 2011

it was 2am n i had a stomach ache. the ache was not long
dat i fell back to sleep.

it was 3.15am n the ache come back n dis time around it keeps
on comin' back avery 3 minutes. i woke my hubby n my mom.
i told my mom about the ache n she said "this is it. go pack ur
stuff n get ready to the hospital".

i get dressed n ate... at 5.15am me n hubby arrived at the
hospital which was located @ the back of my mom's house.
i was submitted to the labour room. after a few hours of waiting
in labour pain... my bb girl was born @ 7.55am n i was so
thankful to ALLAH for the 'gift' HE gave me....

our lil' munchkin.. lovey dovey n pride n joy..

1st entry on march...

been very bz. trying my all to settle everything
before go on leave. i'm at my 39 weeks of pregnancy.
yesterday, hopefully my last antenatal visit for this term.
this comin' saturday i'll be on my way to balik kampung.
my due date is just around the corner. all stuff shud be
in order now. hopefully everything is going to be
according to plan. i wish for my baby will be deliver/ come
out on 7th march. it's a perfect date for me to deliver...

my worried.... is.... uppy.... sian uppy, me n farid
will not be around for 2 months long to entertain him.
hopefully he'll be fine n perhaps che mah n che lah n che nor
will entertain him for as long as my holiday... after that, i'll
take care the rest. i love uppy so much. he's such a darling
to me. he make me laugh n his presence teaches a lot to me..
cik Ct will never forget uppy n i'll treat u just like my own...
i will always love u no matter what... just keep cik ct in ur heart
n i'll be near to u...
nanti cik ct bwk adik g jenjalan cameron highland, genting, main kolam,
main bola di carrefour, g jenjalan d jusco... ok uppy?
love u... 2 months not that long.. huhuhuhu...

my feelings like roller coaster now... happy to come back
kampung, excited to have a baby but sad to leave uppy.....

hope dat everything will be fine though....insyaALLAH,
GOD is Great, GOD is Merciful.....n GOD is full of LOVE..

Et clinic...

Just now misi tnye... Bile mau blk kg.
N yet I'm still hesitate to answer her due
to my tasks situation. Hope dat everything
will go as wat I hav been planning. it's very
important as time really2 am very precious.

Last nite couldn't really sleep. Then, when I
fall asleep I had a dream. I was at the hospital
P.puteh n nobody where there to company me accept my frenz whom I knew back in mrsm pt. No famili n no hubby. I was the first to arrive at the ward. It sadden me to see other mothers
were companies by their famili n hubby. Jeles
but had to accept the situation. Hope for my real
situation will definitely turn opposite from my bad dream. I hav no idea of wat the dream means but
I wish everything is going to turns out just fine n great.

38 weeks n counting...

Tomorrow will meet misi again...
Dunno the result yet but hoping for
my health n condition are at it best!
Gonna take some medications tonite..

Owh... Bought myk yu yee, bm storage,
breast pump, drapolene n some other
baby stuff. Need to buy my needs too
but must wait for my gaji 1st... Hehe..

This evening.. 2 job tasks done n fwd
to my boss already.. Yeay to me!!

Stamped for ptptn agreement already..
Faxed claim letter to spnb but not yet
mail them.. Huhuhu... Had no time...
Guarantee letter r all signed... Yeay!

My delayed tasks due to time constraints:
1) pos laju letter to spnb n cb land n the sk
2) pos laju agreement to ptptn
3) go to cimb to register prime plan n b their VIP
4) works- kpk n phk n payment for lhdnm, payment for polytechnic
5) apply for leave...
6) email to ptm to delete data in skala for lhdnm

Task to settle before my looonggg holiday..

i'm in 37 weeks n i hav to b ready at all time.
must be alert...

need to settle dis 1st..

work...

1) 5s
2) teach n advice on projects to syiqin
3) v.o LHDNM
4) v.o matriks
5) payment tamil zon 2

personal..
1) surat claim to spnb..
2) stamping n send aggreement to ptptn

baby...
1) minyak yu yee
2) Drapolene
3) plastic bag to keep my bm
4) breast pump?

uiks... et work o'ready

feels like yesterday i was at KG. oh.. time so
fast... why? mood for working not yet started.
aduh.... balik office je keje banyak.. why? coz
i had to deal wif 5S. dh la x brape bley nk pick
up heavy things.. so, move slowly la.. if not... i'll
be the suckest of all peeps around. dpt anugerah
staff paling x kemas, messy, serabut n kotor...
who wants that? huhuhu... wif my conditions..
i had to bare it all. n no complaints please....

oh... so happy though coz our solat hajat berjalan
lancar. everybody was very helpful. thanks ma n
papa for their willingness to help her helpless dother..
hehehe... thanks to my hubby for sharing the burden
n the majlis fund too. thanks my siblings for always
there to help me throughout the majlis. thanks to my
relatives especially cik yah, mok long, cik nah n
the rest too... to my in laws for being there n memeriahkan
majlisku yang tak seberape itu... n last but not least
to all peeps yg sudi hadir utk solat hajat n pray for my
health. may God bless u all n bless me too..
insyaALLAH diringankan bebanku semasa bersalin
n ev'rything selamat... aminn...

mood for balik kampung....

tomorrow, i'll be on my way to balik kampung.
it's going to be a long weekend as the CNY
will be on this comin' Thursday n Friday.
my heart n soul is apparently no longer in
office coz it is now @ kampung...
hihihihi.. so happy nak balik kampung.

so many activities n so many things to settle.

ya ALLAH, selamatkan perjalanan kami
pagi esok dan jauhi kami dari sebarang malapetaka.
biarlah perjalanan kami direstui oleh-Mu ya ALLAH.
semoga kami adik beradik selamat pergi n selamat
sampai.... Aminnn...

early b'day present..

due to my due date will b on the early march
(earliest on the 6th n latest on the 9th) i bought
my hubby his b'day present. since his phone is
old n ugly (due to his poor maintenance hehehe..
sorry dear..) i decided to give him a phone.

he love the phone n in fact every second he was
learning the phones n applications. ala.. cheap phone
je pon... but still, his gesture towards the phone
satisfied me... boleh la kan...

(pic source)

so, wat about during his actual b'day? i'll be
in my confinement and i'm not sure he'll be
back or not. it's going to be weekend but i
had to tolerate a bit coz kelantan - selangor
is not near at all. 8 hours drive! sian hubby..
so, we'll see wat will happened...  but
i will think of something to surprised him tho...

com'on super clue... think..think...think!

hubby's gone in 60 second...hehehe..

last sunday... we went out to money changer..
hubby wants to change rm to bath due to
his business trip to thailand.

we searched around jalan tg kelana near to
ktm klang but none of them were open. it's sunday
so no money changer open for business.
last resort - went to bukit tinggi becoz we knew
that money changer there was always open even during
public holiday. i was not dress properly. felt like 'mek
selebet'. hubby said "ala.. pakai la pape pon..
if tuan dah lawa, tetap lawa pakai pape pon"
i was like... ya rite.... cakap je, utk senangkan ati aku..
so, selamba je la aku...as long as he's okay, me? OK tooo!
after changes the money, we went for brunch
at secret recipe. after that, 'tawaf' jusco. saje2 jalan2...

then almost 12 we were out from jusco.
sampai umah... the limo called my hubby...
wat?? otw already... safely arrived home n
the limo was also arrived to fetch hubby.
in 60 seconds.. hubby took a shower n change
his clothes. i was helping him to pack our lappy.
i folo him to the door n after salam2 n cium2..
he walk away towards the limo....

in 60 seconds... his gone from my view..

come back soon dear... i miss u already...

have a save journey n take care of urself...

see ya in 5 days...

titleless...

today... hubby gonna b late again.
this time due to problems wif the mould.
he said, he must solve this matter within
today no matter wat becoz, next week
he'll not be around the office for the
whole weekdays. he's going to Bangkok.

tomorrow, he'll be attending a 1/2 day seminar.
eventho it's goin' to b only half day....
i'll lost our quality time together.
n the next day which is sunday,
he'll be on his way to Klia at noon.
i dunno wat to say... do i needto sacrify more?
i just need to be patient....
i guess so...

last wednesday he came back late too....

accident!

no... nope me but both my sis, mimah n dilah.
they were headed home when dilah lost her balance
control due to malam yang gelap. the road n the
shoulder was not even, the gap was quite high plus
dilah was not so familiar wif the road there.

luckily there were no car or other vehicles involved,
the traffic was stuck due to traffic jam. and the passer by
n other vehicle drivers help them before jiera, abe yadi
n ita arrived. it happend near to roundbout Jalan Kebun.
the motorcycle was drifted right into the soil drain yg ada
air, no concrete involved so the motorcycle was ok cuma
masuk air. dilah's lap top also ok walopon almost masuk
longkang, only the bag a bit wet n mimah's purse totally wet
but her hp was saved.... the motorcycle was pick up by the
passerby n sent to the nearest workshop. both of them balik
umah. cleaned up n jiera put some med to kill the germs.
n later that nite mebbe after 10, ita called jiera to bring
both sis to the hospital for TT injections.

i was shocked when 1st heard the incident from jiera,
we were drilling the house to put up the curtains. my worried
made my baby actively moving around my belly. she
felt wat i felt. so, sorry baby... mommy just worried but
still can't stop blaming mimah for her act. uppy was worried
too. he was like...

uppy: cik ya mana? cik lah.. cik mah?

si: cik ya bz dik, cik lah n cik mah sakit...

uppy: ubat, cik lah, cik mah sakit.

si: ye... nnti cik lah balik kite tgk cik lah k..

uppy: ok! (kawaiii, sungguh ini budak)

alhamdulillah both were fine, no broken bones but scratches n
wounds were on their hands n legs n today dilah shud go n see
the doc to find out further her conditions. worried that there might
be hidden wound inside.


oh... before forgot, yesterday installed air-cond n it cost
us only rm190. sunggoh bebaloi....
ok la.. GTG 1st my dear journal... lapar...

Hari ini dalam Sejarah....

pagi2 dh spoil... hehehe... nobody spoil me pon...
but my mistake spoil me. i can't accept the fact
that i'm soooo careless. next time pls do ur work
properly n pls re-check ur work too...

kena mara daaa... but it's ok though coz
my mistake n as a responsible officer, i take
it wif all my heart n soul n i'm gonna learnt from
it n will never re-do the same mistake again.
so, peeps out there... i'm so sorry to let my carelessness
n affect u peeps... sori once again. pls do accept my
humble apology.

then, dis morning also my mood was spoil by insurance
peeps. received a call from etiqa takaful. they called to
confirm my details before they send me their policy.
i was so shocked to know dat i got another policy,
which i never applied r received any policy. all i knew,
i have car insurance from etiqa takaful  n personal
insurance from prudential tp takde personal insurans
dr etiqa k. asyik2 nk con me, tipu sana n sini. wat? u tink
so easy ka to get money? i'm definitely 100% so sure
dat i'm not gonna waste my money for something
i already have r for something yg tak benefits me.

oooo... mase tahun pertama, masa polisi tu percuma
takdak plak kate nk col n brief me r even gave me
the policy. tp, bile dh kena 2nd year kena bayar..
ringan plak jejari to punch my number n call n ask for
my money. ehem... geram eh... siap kate last year punye
dh abess... so this year kene re-new n hav to pay RM300++.
chess...x de2.... x de maknenye ye...i won't n refuse to
accept r renew... when ask which bank yang offer, kate
CIMB... bile kate nk col CIMB, tau takut... ah.... x rela
di charge wif sumthing dat i didn't ask for.
bile mintak semak balik, tanak... ha.. last skali, reti plak
letak phone kate nk semak balik. chit...pooodah

i got it from my mama....

yeahh... i got most of my good traits from me mother..
n the bads are from myself. comes naturally?? ye ke?
not naturally but i created it myself.

hope dat my pregnancy related so much wif my mom.
she's my idol, role model. my mom is one great mom.
she's a SUPER DUPER MOM!
she gave birth to 14 babies n yet she managed her life
so well. none of her children suffer from bad things.
eventho her life was not luxury...wif her intelligence,
patient, passion, loads of love we do survive. well
with the help of my father for sure..

i wish i cud be like her...

1) senang branak
2) fully breastfeed
3) senang pantang/ strictly follow..
4) x gemuk even after 14 babies..
5) Maintain beautiful n healthy
6) gagah perkasa in terms of taking
care of her own boys n girls wif no
help.
7) n the list cud go on n on... n on...

in 7 weeks i'll be on my way to deliver
my 1st baby n i do really2 hope dat a piece
of my mom's courageous, toughness is inside
me somewhere. mom, please pray for ur daughter...
lov u mom!

oh.. my mother, she is Pn. Hajjah Rabia'ah Haji Mat Amin.
currently she is 62 goin on 63 dis comin' September.
she's the youngest in her family n she married a handsome
guy name Tn. Haji Zahari Haji Musa...hey... that's my
papa!

if only money cud grow on tree...

wish had more money but not more than love though...
people do crazy thing just to earn it. u hav money, it's
like u own the world. people tend to forget that money
is not everything, it is not the answers to all questions.

people tend to misunderstood that money is power,
n wif power they can do anything to others.

i do agree dat money is important but it's not
the most important things in the... though, i wish
i can n will earn more hehehe.... gaji naik bulan 4 ni..
tak sabar nk tunggu gaji naik... why? sebab i was
successfully add more debt to my list... huhuhhuhhu....

desperately seeking for more money dis year n the
next years to come. having baby on my way (yeay!
anak itu rezeki too), thinking bout purchasing a new
link house yg ade tanah... not too big but not too small.
2 story link house wif 5 r 4 bedrooms wud be enuff
for us. hehehe... demand! lagik? a caldina wud be enuff
for us too! erk?? gilo ko? byk sgt ke pitih mung?

not much laaa... dat's y just dreamin' n wishin' non-stop.
bukan mengharap bulan jatuh ke riba r durian runtuh....
all must come with huuugggeeee effort OK...keje n keje n
work n work with all my heart n souls n as hardest as i can.

2 r 3 more years? hmmmm hopefully tp x mungkin. not
possible... if i want that sooner... shud do my own business
hmmmm... join business wif papa? hmmmm.... interesting...
ape2 pon jgn angan2 mat jenin... huhuhuhu...

demam mandarin orange...

yup... the fever dh start.
grab a box n enjoying it every bite
hehehehe.. love the limau so much.
more pls... need more...

oh.. suke2 mandarin oranges.. it's sweet n sour n soft...
very juicy.. yummy2

i like :))

arini wat ape?

pagi2 konon mau ke umah sewa but...
due to my hubby yg totally exhausted,
i hadto wait for him... cian, he was working
soo hard the whole weekdays so, accepted
his reason.... i'm no zalim....

dunno wat to do, i went down stair n
make some nescafe for all (my nescafe/ coffee
is sgt sedap) hehehehe....grab some bread n put 'em
rite into toaster. i'm soo hungry n i dunt want to eat
nasi lemak. everyday nasi lemak? it's a big no no...
i'm too big to consume nasi lemak daily... but...
i did eventually eat the nasi lemak due to....
kelaparan yang di tahap abnormal.

@ 10am, culd'nt wait for hubby no more.
so, went to umah sewa wif uppy. had to kemas2
coz the carrefour peeps are comin' to deliver
our goods that we bought last week. wah, penat...
lap all the necessary surfaces n then susun elok2
all the stuff n wedding presents in 1 corner. sweep
the floor n try my best to make it cleaner n tidier.

1st cik mah came n do her things then hubby arrived.
he reinstall the handrail.

Si : abe dh bekpes?

Far: Belum....

Si: La... ade nasi lemak kt atas meja, air pn t dh readykan
kt atas meja...

Far: la ye ke? x prasan (sengeh)...

Si: it's Ok, balik sat g, kite makan ye...

came back n we had our nasi lemak together....
abes makan, lepak depan tv jap n layan
how i met ur mother...then hubby call carrefour....
the customer careline told us that
their peeps are on their way to deliver our goods.

few minutes of waiting,... they arrived.
yeay... now we had our refrigerator, sofa bed,
coffee table, washing machine, air-cond n kitchen trolley.
oh, n sum free gift (thanks C4)
wait a minute.... hmmm sumthin's missin... where's our
tv? hmmmmm...tetinggal rupenye... hampeh coz we
had to go down to carrefour bkt rimau lagik...
hampeh....

so, pas psg siap seme2 menda.... we had our lunch...
ayam goreng, telor dadar n dalca daging.... mmmmm
yummy... then off to carrefour. beli2 sikit2 plus itik
in favor for abe yadi yang tetibe mengidam nk makn
itik n grab our tv n terus ke secret recipe. oh... cik mah,
cik lah n not forgetting uppy do folo us too...

agak sesat nk cari SR di Bkt Rimau... hubby plak
tetibe x nak gne google map instead he called his
supplier.. hampeh..... wat malu i je... hehehe..
sampai je terus order. ekceli, since this monink mmg
ngidam nak makan cake yg sdp. n when i mentioned
to my hubby, he suggested SR, so... i folo lah....
i odered black forest slice n caffe latte for me n for uppy
chocolate lava n iceblended chocolate. as for hubby,
he wants to be garfield.... so he ordered lasagna n
ice bleded mocca espresso (tapi yg dtg- ices mocca
espresso). as for dilah, she had tiramisu slice, fried wanton,
n chocolate indulgence slice wif ice mocha. n last but not least,
our JMK ordered udon (ape tah), chocolate indulgence slice
wif ice caffee latte.

dh makan, balikla.... pas maghrib ikut hubbyto umah
sewa.wanted to finish wat we left this afternoon.
hubby psg tv n me psg the kitchen trolley.
cek punye cek... the tv, carrefour bagi yg display unit.
i can tell by the calar balar, not in plastic n it look so
old n dusty. that's not fair... we bought n we do deserve
the best product. esok hubby nk complaint n worst..
kami sanggup ke sane balik n replace our tv with
a brand new1. ingat kami beli pakai air liuq kaaa???
hampeh pnye carrefour, sanggup die tipu customer
cam kami yg baik ati n innocent ni?

so, tomorrow.... carrefour here i come?
ntahla... depends on hubby.... i folo him....

those were the days..

 so senti'mentel' lah today..
all of the sudden terkenang balik
di saat/ the moments of myself when
i was still an anak dara... hehehe..

looking back through my pics..
oh.. so comel.. hehehe n young
n so slim.. hihihi...

x pe... the pics will definitely be
my challenge, role model to be as i am
before... no excuse ye.... wif no trying n
effort.. u'll never be 'u' again Okeh!..

chaiyuk2... gud luck to myself...

will get back to normal.. gud luck

will do anything no matter wat..

p/s - hubby kata gemuk pn tetap comeiii... hahaha

checkin' on my emails..

yesterday x sempat nk buke email
due to my check up. masuk office pun dh petang,
after lunch.

so, today when i check my yahoo mail... i received this
email from PTPTN... yeay! finally the administration cost
can be reduced from 3% to 1% beginning 1st June 2008.
sib baik buke email.. kalu x buke... x tau n my
opportunity might slip away just like that. it's so meaningful
to me.

coz i've always had this feeling of PTPTN being unfair.
i knew all debt must be repay back. my religion teach me
to bayar any hutang before we die. it's an obligation, honesty
n good traits that one shud posses. if PTPTN tak claim pon,
i will pay my debt no excuses! PERIOD!  for me the 3% administration
cost is too much to be imposed especially for a student yang
memegang hak kerakyatan Malaysia. we are Malaysian n we do
deserve the facility. pinjaman is pinjaman, yup.. must pay back
but alangkah bagusnya jika cuma bayar ape yang dipinjam..
PTPTN is not a badan yg mencari keuntungan pon.
so....why?

with this nu policy, reducing the percentage... i'm quite happy
with it eventho i had to put another effort in making it
possible. at least it culd be reduce n eventho i can only save
very little amount of money. perhaps... nu policy will
come out n this time, u pay for wat u owe not more
than that n for those who had CGPA 3.50 n above will
get discount...this is the way to show the rakyat especially
us..the student, KEPERIHATINAN... x kesah bile nk
implement but the sooner the better hehehehe... tp aku x
dpt mrase pon tak pe at least for my adik2 n my anak2...
for future sake....aminn...

N'way i'm happy for the time being...
dari x dpat lgsung, so... i'm thanking GOD
n sgt bersyukur for wat i get.. :)

x de tajuk... titleless

x de pape yang menarik..
nothing interesting happened xcept
i went to clinic for basic antenatal check up
have my dental check up too.
can't believe when the misi told me
dat i'm in my 8th months pregnancy now.
i knew i'm in my 32nd weeks though.
got my 2nd injection for tetanus.

that's all..

wat hapen 2 me?

xtremely lazy.. dunno wat hapen...
hate myself at this mo.
sian baby for having a very moody mommy..
perhaps u in there will be fine n not affected
by me.. huhuhhu...

feels like wanted to go home..rite now!
i'm so bosan/bored/tired of everythings
dat surround me today...
very annoying...

the only thing dat make me OK today
is....my baby kicks... least i knew she's
fine... kamon baby.. keep on kicking..
let mommy's bad mood goes away...
mommy not always like dis... mommy used
to b alive n kicking, happy go lucky...
crazy n gelemer... hehehehe...

mommy miss uppy too...
mommy want uppy...but..
mommy dunno how to own uppy...
mommy wants uppy to be happy
all d time..
mommy loves uppy...

oh.. mommy's mad already....

dear GOD.. please help n save me
from all of d madness that i've created
myself... need to break free from dis
craziness...

cravin' baby!

yesterday... cravin' for big apple donuts...
had 2... there goes my cravin'...
bought 6 of em... wanted to save
for dinner n today's breakfast... but nope...

none of 'em left....

today.... cravin' for more... huhuhhu...
need more, want more... so, today after work...
gonna hav some... so, big apple donuts...
here i come... get ready coz mommy gonna
eat n stuff her mouth wif u guys.... satisfy
her cravin.... ho yeaahhh...

uppy's favourite

all photos' r courtesy of www.bigappledonuts.com

32 week pregnant

At 32 weeks pregnant, you are now entering the 8th month of your pregnancy, with just 2 more months to go. If this is your first baby you’ll probably be feeling a real mix of excitement and a little healthy apprehension thrown in as well. Becoming a parent for the first time will mean you’ll need to make some major changes to your life. No matter how much you plan for the baby to fit in with your plans and lifestyle, there will be big differences in what you are able to achieve and how your priorities lie.

can I have a hand please?

Your baby will depend on you to predict and care for its every need. For you to learn how to do this will take time and practice. If you’ve had a baby before, you may still be wondering how a new baby will fit in with your family and how you will find the time to care for another dependent little person. Try not to let worry consume you. Set up some supportive networks of family and friends who will be available to help you when the baby is born. Generally, people are happy to lend a hand and appreciate being asked. Although you may feel it is a little early to be doing this, it will give you some piece of mind to know that you’ve already done some planning for those early, demanding days.

your physical changes this week

• Your belly is getting bigger and your breasts are not far behind. It’s getting harder to see your knees and your belly button may be poking out by now. There’s not much room in the space between your breasts and the start of your belly. It’s probably more comfortable now for you to wear a bra most of the time, simply because of the weight of your breasts. Some pregnant women find they need breast support from a maternity bra even when they go to sleep.
• Watch for heat rashes under your breasts, which will be aggravated by sweat. Cooling showers, a light dusting of absorbent talcum powder and good general hygiene will help you to avoid a thrush infection developing.
• You’ll probably find yourself sighing as you sit down – relieved to get the weight off your legs. Avoid marathon shopping expeditions and learn to pace yourself. It is going to become more difficult to sustain activity which requires a moderate amount of physical output. Plan your day to include a rest and some down time.
• Your weight is going up in line with your baby’s growth. Some women gain as much as ? kilogram per week in these weeks. Fluid retention can also add weight, but this is largely unavoidable in the third trimester. Watch for a sudden, rapid rise in your weight or bad headaches. These can be signs of complications developing, so check with your midwife or doctor if you experience these changes.
• Your ante-natal checks will become a fortnightly affair from now on until around 36 weeks when they will increase to weekly. Get used to having your urine checked, your blood pressure measured and your tummy palpated. Although it can all seem a bit monotonous, it is important that you are monitored carefully. In the 3rd trimester, problems such as pre-eclampsia, gestational diabetes and premature labour are more common.

your emotional changes this week

• Had enough yet? At 32 weeks pregnant, you probably aren’t quite at the stage of wanting it all to be over, though that time is fast approaching. If you’re looking after other small children the sheer physicality of being pregnancy is becoming more difficult. Bending over to them in the bath, lifting them out of a stroller, picking up endless toys off the floor will all add to your fatigue at the end of the day.
• You could feel as if you are doing the lot when it comes to your pregnancy. The truth is, you are and at this stage your partner is a bit of an observer. Tell him how you feel if you are getting resentful. Be clear with him about how he can support you and don’t expect him to read your mind.

your baby’s changes this week

• Your baby is around 1.8 kilograms this week and just under 50 centimetres long. It is gaining most of its weight in these last few weeks, around 250 grams/week between now and 35 weeks in fact. Your baby is spending a lot of time kicking, swallowing, moving its little arms around, sucking, grimacing and frowning. It can even move its head from side to side and is opening and closing its eyes.
• The baby fills all the space in your uterus now, touching the sides and really using the room to its own advantage. Your nerve endings are picking up every movement so you are very much aware of there being someone along for the ride.
• Your baby is still having periods of rest and activity which may follow a similar pattern each day. Some women say that when they climb into bed is a sign for the baby to start their calisthenics. But it could be that there are little other distractions then so pregnant mothers are more aware of their baby’s movements.
• Your baby’s skin is less translucent and looks more like the perfect skin of a little baby. More fat cells are settling under its skin and plumping out those skin folds.
• Your baby’s bones are getting harder and calcifying. This means that your diet is particularly important at this stage of your pregnancy. Ensure you’re having 3-4 serves of calcium rich foods each day; milk, cheese, yoghurt, almonds, fish with edible bones, green leafy vegetables are good sources. If you can’t tolerate cow’s milk go for soy milk products which are fortified with calcium.

hints for the week

• Be kind to your back when you climb out of bed. First roll onto your side and then use your hands to “walk” yourself into a sitting position. Move your bottom close to the edge of the bed so you’re not straining and leaning forward more than you need to. Get into the habit of sitting for a minute or two and then standing. Your blood pressure is lower when you are lying down, compared with when you are standing, so give it time to adjust.
• If the thought of tugging at your undies for the next 2 months is driving your spare, invest in some pregnancy underpants. Though you’re unlikely to find them in the pretty lingerie section, they will soon become your new best friends. They are made with an expanding belly in mind and sit just the right way so you’re not conscious of them all the time.
• Avoid large, infrequent meals which will make you feel as if you’ve got a brick sitting in your stomach. Instead, go for light, easy to digest foods which won’t require intensive digestion. Fruit, vegetables, toasted sandwiches, salads, yoghurt, cereals, crackers and cheese are all good staples for healthy snacking. Remember to drink plenty of water. Maintaining your hydration will help you to stay mentally alert and keep your kidneys functioning well.
• If you don’t have a good camera do some research into buying a good one. When you go into labour is not the time to be reading the instruction sheet and charging the batteries. You will be sorry if you haven’t got a camera to catch those early precious moments. Even if you don’t like photos of yourself, you will need to make an exception for the next few years.
• Speak with your midwife or doctor about the benefits of you doing some perineal stretching. If you are having a vaginal delivery, your perineum will need to stretch a lot to allow the baby’s head to emerge. An episiotomy (surgical cut) is sometimes necessary to enlarge the vaginal opening, though perineal stretching can help avoid the need for one.

source
http://www.huggies.com.my/32-week-pregnant.aspx

Antenatal class............

looking for antenatal class. missed one class
due 2 unpredictable event.. :((

mebbe gonna register at KPJ. 1 day only on weekend
and only @ RM80.00 per couple.

balik ni nk tanye hubby. need to attend though coz
it is very important. wanted to show hubby that
baby thingy is not a joke, it's seriously important.
both of us realize that but not sure how to cope with
it yet. new experiences...need preparation.

still figuring when to go, so n xtremely busy skang
due to nk masuk umah. byk brg yg nk kn di beli.
n in process of setting up the house mode.

last nite..

....was so penat...it all started since the noon.
hubby wanted me to go down to Carre4 seksyen 23
n ask bout the credit card system since we hav no
phone no. to call. i left my phone @ home.
went there but the system does not ok yet.
so called hubby via public fon.... tetibe feel
so menyesal coz bley jd nyanyuk tetinggal hp.
huhuhuhu...

then hubby said cavenzi called n wanted to deliver
our perabot tonite. alamak... cat x abes lagi...
rumah is still kotor. i had to come home early la gitu gak....
had to clean the house 1st then baru la perabots bley masuk.


rushed back to ofis n mintak izin pn hana nk balik awal. told her
the whole story n she said OK!.. tenkiu kak hana..u r the best
thi hi hi... suke. so ptg @ almost 4pm i drove home.

sampai je terus join jiera cleaning the house. clean n clean non stop till
finish. alhamdulillah brjaya siap before 7pm. sib baik umah tu kecikk
je. penat still penat ye...

few minutes later, hubby pon smpai. so glad he came back.
at least he's there to monitor the cavenzi people.
they promised to come @ 8 but they arrrived 20 mins later.
still acceptable though. sedih sbb due to umah yg terlalu small,
our 4 doors wardrobe x dpt masuk. x muat huhuhu... so, the
delivery man suggest utk amek len punye yg bley masuk.. hmmm
x tau la bila plak mau sampai.. huhuhhu... tilam belum sampai due to
wat i dunno coz they were talking to my hubby.  penatnyeee
menunggu org wat keje.

pas dh siap antar n psg... kire @ 9.30pm, hubby mintak temankan
die jumpe supplier since he dunno the place. so i follow him..almost
11 pm, barula kami tehegeh2 balik. smpai umah, igt nk trus tido,
tp baru teringat.. x solat lagi, solat dlu.. pastu tido cepat2 coz
pg pkol 4 nk bangun lagi. hubby mintk tolong wake him up
coz mau watch arsenal vs man city. me? wake too tp to iron
baju utk keje. pas iron join hubby tgk tv..akhirnye tv tgk aku...
bile hubby kejut, bola dh habes n the clock showed it's almost 6am
huhuhu... ngantuk... x kire... sambung tido kat bilik...