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Sunday, September 30, 2012

this is the story of me n pregnancy...

it's my 2nd. yes.. happy. perhaps everything will go smoothly just like
my 1st pregnancy.


untill today i'm at my 13 weeks of pregnancy n my due date according to above
website is on the 10th of April 2013, yup my 30th b'day. and according to dis
app in iphone, my edd will b on the 11th of April 2013. when is my actual due date,
only GOD knows. my concerns r my pregnancy n during labour, hopefully semenya
akan selamat. semoga kali ini, dipermudahkan ALLAH SWT untuk bersalin dan tiada
apa2 masalah. InsyaALLAH.

dis time around, a bit differ compare 2 previous. still mabuk2 though..my body grow
tremendously big. huhuhu... feeling more like i'm fat than preggy. compare to previous,
at this stage.. my body still in shape n no baby bum yet. but is time around, not even
baby bum pon i tink, more like buncit huhhuhuhu... makan jgn cakap, cukup selera
cuma bila berhenti makan, my saliva start to generate but x boleh telan. sudahnya, asik
meludah je.. apepon this is the 'beauty' of pregnancy that a mom shud embrace. not
complaining just sharing..org laki x de rase cenggini n some other women pon did not
experience d same. thank GOD for everything...

sum ppl said dat d best time to reveal preggy news untill 2nd trimester but not for me.
awal2 lagi peeps will notice. cannot hide, so just go on wif d symptom. it's a gud thing though...


13 Weeks Pregnant




BABY
Week 13 marks a milestone for your baby-to-be. Developmentally speaking she's no longer an embryo, but a fetus. She's looking—and acting—more and more like a baby every day. She appears to be resting because her eyelids have formed and are fused together, but her arms and legs move and twitch (although you probably can't feel it … yet). She can suck her thumb, too.
Your baby is about the size of a egg! She's growing heavier at around .5 to .8 ounces and is getting longer at about 3 inches long (crown to rump).
fetal development at 13 weeks illustration

MOMMY
Hooray! Your morning sickness should be starting to subside, and miscarriage is less of a risk. Your second trimester will bring both relief and reality. Yes, you're really having a baby! Now that the high-risk period is over, you probably have some pregnancy announcements to make. That is, if you've been able to keep the big news a secret. And if there's a big brother or sister in the house, now is the time to let siblings know that a baby is on the way.
Time to celebrate! You've almost survived your first trimester. Some of your aches and pains may finally be disappearing. You may notice that in place of nausea you're feeling hungry—notorious pregnancy cravings often begin now. As your uterus continues to expand, chances are you're having some troubles with heartburn, indigestion, and flatulence, as well.
A Reason to Celebrate
Many women find the upcoming second trimester of their pregnancies the most enjoyable, as nuisances such as nausea give way to attractive baby bumps and enviable pregnancy glow.
Here are a few reasons why you're feeling so good:
  • Disappearing nausea: Although it's not uncommon for morning sickness to linger into the second trimester, your sick days are probably coming to an end. The reason why? Your body has become accustomed to the increased hormones propelling you into baby-mode.
  • Increased appetite: Now that your nausea is on the way out, it's time to enjoy food again. You may notice that your appetite grows along with your baby-to-be. Bring on the ice cream and pickles!
  • Growing baby bump: Your body's changing inside and out to accommodate your developing baby. Your internal organs shift positions to make room for an expanding uterus, and your skin stretches to allow your bump to grow outward. You're finally not just feeling pregnant—you're looking pregnant, too! "Showing" is probably a relief. People are more likely to hold the door open for you, pass on a sympathetic smile, and even let you cut in line at the grocery store.
  • Lessening breast tenderness: Your breasts went through a big growth spurt during your first trimester that may have left them sore and uncomfortable. They most likely will not increase in size during the second trimester (but they may fill out more); you may notice some "starter" milk or colostrum leaking out of your nipples later in the second trimester as your body readies for baby.
While some pregnancy symptoms fade with time, others don't. You'll still need to take plenty of trips to the bathroom as your growing baby-to-be puts pressure on your bladder. You're also going to continue to feel tired—unfortunately that's a constant during pregnancy—but your baby bump is still small enough that you should be able to rest comfortably. So give yourself a break and relax!
Wanted to share dis too...

Thursday, September 20, 2012

mekDi kedekut..!!

arini jumaat, kaloo besa2 wktu lunch, i went home but now x de mknenye...
2 1/2 hr wasted just like that.. huhuhu...

back to the original story... went to get sumthin' 2 eat. so, went to mekDi..
baru bukak katenye outlet kt sini... so... bought this lunch set mega mac set which cost me
rm14.95. tapi... kedekut pnye mekDi, smpai office bukak paperbag..
ceiss.. they gave me only 1 chilli suace n 1 tissue... gilo apo? FYI... aku ni
a 'chili sos' person... tensi jer... patutla the moment they gave me bag, feelin' like
checkin' the bag tp tak buat. sudhnye nk mkn baru tau x dok sos chili.

hampeh mu mekDi, ilang seelera aku.... ptuih...

moral of d story, trust ur instinct.. cek jerrrrr...

Tempat baru..

almost three weeks now.... tp mcm dh lame.. huhuhu... been working in new place.
transfered to CKUB / Menara Tima in KL. 

not feeling like a QS but more like admin officer. but watever it is.. 
bersyukur... 
at least i can xperience new nature of works.
just like my new boss said...dun worry, u r not going 2 be long here, 
but in d mean time just accept wat ppl had planned for u. seme org kena rasa...

apepon i'm blessed coz, during my 'mabuk' time i dun
hav to worry so much about works/ stress. so, i know GOD has 
already planned the best for me n my bb. Thankfull lagi!!!

apepon,manusia mn pnh puas ati kan?? so, these r my
'luahan perasaan' dat not really 'necessary'.. REALLY??

1. the fact dat i had to drive almost 80km a day for work.
2. the fact dat i had to face traffic jam at some situation.
3. the fact dat i cud no longer balik during my lunch hour to nurse Balqis
4. the fact dat i had to wake up sooo very early in d morning, had
    to leave my Balqis so soon.
5. the fact dat i cud no longer consume my breakfast n lunch @ home
    (huhuhu... no more saving...) i had to spend at least rm20/day for eating
    alone!!! 
6. the fact dat my fuel n toll fees r now increased to almost double...

ape lagiii???ntah, nnt pk... but dh byk ni..

apepon still ade kebaikan but i dun want to mention.. suke hatilaa...

dear GOD, 1 of my resolution for dis year is to b 'hamba yng lebih
bersyukur'... so, pls forgive me... i'm so sorry.. i'm not complaining but...
'meluah perasaan'. huhuhuhu...

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

1y6m..

Last Monday, balqis genap 1 1/2 tahun n the next day which yesterday, she was scheduled for a jab. Previous jabs she cud take it wif no fever but yesterday's she was not able to handle the jab. At 1st she was fine untill noon, She was like so weak n whining al d time. She keep on pointing her thigh where the jab was done. Poor baby. She was crying n crying. I put dis 'myk' to ease the pain a bit but it seems did not quite work. May be a bit. Then decided to give her ubat demam as her body temp. was arising. After the medication, she was able to smile n respond just like she used to do. Then she sleep for a few hours. I thot she's going to b ok just like before but dis time around her body surrendered.

I'm glad dat I took d day off, eventho I did not see dis comin' but I do hav an instinct. By far most n smartest move I've made. Phewww.. i was there when she needed me d most.

Perhaps the demam thingy due 2 d jab only for 1 r 2 days only... Ptg ni hopefully she's going 2 b fully recovered. Dun worry baby, u r going 2 b ok coz my Prayers always for u... Jus b strong just like u always do..

Monday, September 10, 2012

Sian cik Balqis...

Dear sayang Balqis...

Ape kaba arini? Mommy hope dat u r @ ur best condition d bwh lindungan ALLAH yg MAHA Hebat...

Mama missing u soo much.. Every min. n every second. I wonder how was ur day... Hopefully u hav a great one. So sorry dat mommy can no longer pamper u during my lunch time. It's a test dat GOD gave us n mama n u shud ambrace it dgn rela hati...

To b honest, my tears fall down automatically when I got the 'keramat pink form call'. My minds only on u n i cud not help but thinking how I'm going to live my day without u close to me. ALLAH itu MAHA pengasih n mengasihani, setiap apa yg diberi Ada hIkmah yg besar d sebaliknya, so... Mommy take a deep breath n u r even closer to me no matter where I had to go.

Sorry sayang... If I cud I wuld bring u to whereever I want to go... If I cud I dunt want 2 miss not even a glance, i want 2 watch u grow n blooming...

Sorry dear for everything....I'll try my best to make up 2 u... Mommy love u so much..

Sayang duduk elok2 ye...ptg nnt mama balik, I'll pamper u n never let u go..

Friday, September 7, 2012

updating...

Wow... Took me almost 2 months to update.. Time really am envy me.. Hehe..

Gotta make a quickie update tho..
Ramadhan had passed. Left fast 4 days due to........ During Ramadhan got 2 most shocking news n thank to ALLAH SWT for it. 1st news was I got a promotion but sadly had to transfer to KL. From 41 to 44. Then 2nd news was I'm pregnant. Thank GOD. Ramadhan Barakah yang penuh dgn rezeki buat Kami sekeluarga..

Then Syawal comes.. Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. Perhaps next year we will b able to meet with ramadhan again n next year our famili will b expand.

Dear ALLAH SWT, thank you for everything. Thank u sooooooooo much!!!