a mother's dilemma...

Dimulakan dengan BISMILLAH... pujian pada ALLAH SWT yang maha pengasih, maha pemurah, maha penyayang dan maha mengasihani.

Semuanya bermula when my sis got a news dat she will b transfer back to
Klate... yes.. it was a great news for her, tumpang hepi but my happiness
did not last long as jiera said she wants to balik kg jugak.

bukan tak suka malah envy them soo much!.. my current situation put me into
misery... why? sebb jiera take care balqis n when she gone, i hav to find other
alternatives. i thot i cud find sumwhere near 2 my new(yargh!bleugh!) workplace
tp... ya ALLAH soooo hard. Got a place tapi last minit kate terpakse close d premise.
why tutup? sbb MARA nak sewa d building. bullshit sunggoh! dah la diorag pnye daycare
accept anak staff je. geramnya saya! me n hubby was MARA student la!!! benci aku...
Mengalir sudah airmata....... otomatik.... sian anak aku!

Apepn, mncari tetap mncari n harapan 2 find d best place 4 my dotter will Always b my número uno priority.

Thanks 2 d world wide web. D net been very kind to me. There were some suggestions near 2 d office but when called semuanya penuh n special for their staff shj. Sedih!.

Then I decided 2 look near shah alam due 2 d startegic location which is near 2 hubby's office n otw route. Adala 2 tmpt n isyaALLAH nk p tgk tmpt tu dlu b4 agree 2 place balqis.

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ek.. smbung..... dh selamat tgk tempat tu n not bad..  hopefully my precious boleh adapt with other kids n babies.

Cik Balqis

She is 20months... Yeay...
She is adorable, beautiful, funny n smart!

She cud talk n follow instructions. She understand most of my speech n respond well. She love to sing n dance.
She know how to say ALLAH. She love azan n she knew how to raise her 2 hands for dua' n d best was her interest for solat.

She know how to make sounds especially cat, chicken, cow n bird.

These r the words dat she cud say correctly;

Papa
Mama
Air
Cicak
Jatuh
Tumpah
Yum yum
Duit
Sakit
Abang/ abe
Kakak
Tak nak / Nanak
Ubat
Nasik
Atuk
Nenek


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These r d words dat she say but wif 'slang';

Aeroplane
Thank u

Most of the time she loves to repeat others speech n when she does it was absolutely cute!

What else, she know her face features including hands, feet, hair..

Some ppl tend to assume dat My balqis is two y.o bcos she is so smart. I am so proud of her.

To carry her for 9 month, to deliver her, to feed her, to bf her, to raise her, to teach her, to walk her, to love her, to hold her...everything bout her worth every 2nd of my time spend wif her..

Berbaloi2...