#LazzSusuKambing

#LazzSusuKambing

Friday, December 27, 2013

Zara 8 - 9 months

Gigi mmg dh tumboh... Atas n bwh 2 btg, total 4 btg. Alhamdulillah gigi tumboh tak demam.. Sgt kuat ini budak tp mood changing mmg Ade. Tanak pureed food n mmg dh tukar pon... Nk rs biji2, nak gigit2... Dh besar kan...

Heret Dada pandai, laju... Tp x merangkan lg.. X pe la slow2... Buleh bdiri tp x kuat, goget2 lg... Kn supervised.. Slow2 ye sâyång. Tp bile dlm walker mmg hebat, racing ngan kakak...

Ape lg?? Nnti update...

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Alhamdulillah...ALLAH IS GREAT!

Sebaik2 perancang is HIM..
ALHAMDULILLAH thank U ALLAH
utk rezeki ini.

just got an email about my confirmation.
so exitedly happy. gonna get d love letter...

yeah... love my babies!
momma gonna give u some... hey2...

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

My comel sayang

OK update milestone sicomel saya...
She is 7++ months n she could....
1- seret2 badan n jungkit2 her bottom huhuhu...
2- she got her 1st tooth...
3- sit without support but wif supervision..
4- dunt want blended r pureed food anymore
5- she is beautiful
6- adorable

...........

Sunday, November 17, 2013

salah tu

ok...kalau u buat, tak pe...
kalau i plak? tak boleh...
ooo adil la tu...
ye ke?

adil la sangat kan??
ok, saya tak nak pon ikut u..
contoh tak baik, sy pon tanak ikut...

next time nak kondem org, pls
look at urself 1st. muhasabah diri sdiri dulu..
pas tu.. sound la byk mn nak sound k....

hoping for a better me in future...
smile..

Wednesday, November 13, 2013







rindu

rindunya.....
rindu nak dengar suaranya....
rindu nak salam dengannya..
rindu nak sembang dengannya...
rindu nak cium tangannya...
rindu nak peluk tubuhnya...
rindu nak cium pipinya...
rindukan gelak ketawanya...
rindu dibelainya...
rindu bebelannnya...
rindu sentuhannya...
rindu air tangannya...
rindu 'berneneh' dengannya
rindu nak sondol2...
rindu nak tekan speed dial n tipon die....
rindu nak bercerita....


rindu..rindu..serindu rindunya...

ma ampun maaf dipinta... halalkan makan dan minum kite..
terima kasih melahirkan, mengajar, bagi kasih sayang pd kite..

al-fatihah ma...

doa n ingatanku setiap masa untuk mu.. tenangla di sana

Ya ALLAH ampunkan dosa2 ma, tempatkanlah bondaku di kalangan
hamba kesayanganmu... syurgamu untuk ibuku... amin....

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

tiada tajuk cuma.....

ruang cyber menyebabkan aku sesak nafas...
ya, dunia tanpa sempadan.. easy access... too much information..
at d tip of your lil' fingertips..

mengajarku... bersyukur...
ya ALLAH.. hambamu ini insan yang lemah..
ampunkan dosaku, lalaiku yang tak berpenghujung ini...
i want to be the best for YOU...

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Sikecik saya...

Ok.. it's 31st of the months, meaning my beloved baby Zara is 1 month older
she is 7 months today.. yeay to her..
she's a roller.. she culd raise her bum... that's an early signs for her to crawl.
tapi....
my concern plak..
ade sumthin' on her skin especially on her body. went to doc, he said allergic.
but till today dunno puncanya dari apa... mystery.. sian Zara asik kn drug jer..
then my 2nd concern, jadual poops zara agak membimbangkan tapi refer to doc,
she said mebbe sebab transition due to dh pekenal solid food. still kn observe, a very close observation.

Tuesday, October 8, 2013

wordless wednesday

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 


 


 
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


 

Friday, October 4, 2013

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

reality kehidupan..

Alhamdulillah.... last julay gaji naik lagi..
syukur padamu ya ALLAH..
tapi belum merasa sebab cuti tnpa gaji...
anak2 kecil perlu dijaga, tiada penjaga so, kena cutila..
seronok gile cuti... kalau duit ade berpikul2..
mau je sambung cuti..

dah sebulan stat keje tapi last pay day, i didnt get paid pon..
besalaaa... kalau nk potong mmg cepat je...
bile nak bagi tu ehemm... slo n steady... huh..
nasib ade baki lagi utk spent, tu pon abis sgale di korek..
bak kate ore klate 'abis sgale mok nike nye korek'
hmmm besala tu...

susahnye kije jauh....bangun pagi2 is not a problem to me...
suke je sbb Subuh dpt perform awal waktu...
yang tak suke... had to leave my daughters so very early
in the moring... had to amek WP1, kalau masuk lmbt pon sm juge, kn
kuar awal. if not.. jalan is JEM!... x bergerak la jwbnye...
so, awai is d best option for me.

awai2 kluar ape pekdahnye? 1 je pekdahnye.. boleh elak jem so,
smpai ofis of cos awai jgkla. sometimes before 7 dah trcongok kt ofis
hmmmm...kpale ingat anak2....sian pagi2 dh kn tggl.

awai2 kuar, ape hampehnye?? ui... yg plg nyate...
anak dh kn tinggl awal2 pagi...nursery pn x bukak lagi mase aku kuar umah..
nak top up touchNgo pon x bley sbb lane tambah nilai x bukak pon lagi,
same jgknye ngan stesen myk pn x bk lgi kaunter untk to up.., dh la kn charge if nk top up
ui... sedih kan...

dulu kije dekat, heaven.. sronok je... skang ni, TOLol dah satu... sbulan x sah kalu tak top up 160 hengget, tu nk p balik keje je. kalau wiken nk kn kuar umah, kn tambah top up lagi TnG tu.
minyak pon 1 hal, elok2 je di bwh paras 2.00, naik lagi... naik lagi, lagi lagi naik... yg tak naik aritu pon dh 400 hengget sbulan, ni yang naik ni... sah2 tambah lagi... tu nk g balik keje je. dh kalu kn g tempat2 len? do the math la org putih kate...

same je la gaji naik ke tak, bagi pastu amek balik... elok benor la tu...org kate mcm tak ikhlas nak bagi... kan senang kalau tak yah bagi terus tp x yah naikkan harga ape2 barang yang tak patut naik...
myk naik, gula naik... barang2 lain yg tak di kontrol pon turut naik... naik plok of kos laaa x masuk akal.

sekarang ni sengkek siket, sbb last gaji x masuk. tu yg bebel x tentu hala ni... huhuhu... tgh tggu gaji masuk in 7 days. nak bayar utang yang dh tertunggak, hei... pantang aku x bayar utang... doesn't feel like myself langsung... apepon, akanku settle once gaji masuk. skelip mata aku bayor.. i promise to myself... nk byr la ni takut x cukup, balance duit yg ade la ni... cukup2 utk makan n emergency if any for the next 7 days.. ya ALLAH permudahkanlah urusan hamba Mu ini...

adekah aku d golongkan dalam golongan yg x bersyukur?? i dont think so...

Monday, September 30, 2013

Rindu anak-anak

Cik Zara
 
 

Cik Balqis dgn belletnye
 

cik balqis lompat2, panjat2
 

"Sayang zara" kata Balqis smbil cium2 zara.. cik zara dh rimas
 

From Balqis to zara to?...... the list will go on.. In Shaa ALLAH
 

Hepi naik congek cakdung :)
 
Both mama's precious. wait for mama k. after work mama
will come back to both of u..
owh... both of u... get well soon k..
love from mama...
muah2, hugs n kisess...

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Orang ini penipu BESAR!! - BEWARE of this man...

Dengan nama ALLAH yang Maha Pemurah, Pengasih & Mengasihani...
I have to share this... permudahkan ceritaku supaya
others will know and aware of this matter.
n
This has to stop..
 
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i was desperate for a babysitter. my 5 months leave was about
to end. been looking for the right place, right day care, right person
to take care of my babies (5 months old n 2 years old).

then... he came to me via a msg. 1st i ignored him but when time
goes by n i still got nobody to rely to help me taking care both of my
beautiful daughter. Then, came the 2nd... i took sometimes to re-think
n think again whether my move is rite r not. after a whole bunch of
thinking n thinking, discussing n discussing wif my hubby n my family...
i decided to respond him.

i was desperate.... i googled his name, but none appears about him..
i do not know whether he is a good man or not... whether he is a liar or not...
CON man or not....

i contacted him... he introduced him as Pak IMRON GHAZALI from Mataram, Lombok,
Indonesia. he can help me solved my problems as he supply maid from
Lombok. He sounded very good, very honest n very convincing as we spoke several times
via the phone. he email me bios of all the possible maids and said that i can
choose the 1 that i think the best. He gave me 6 candidates that goes by these names:-

1. Nurjannah


 
 
2. Ria
 


 
 
 
3. Mariana
 
 


 
 
4. Kartini
 


 
 
 
5.  Zakiah
 
 
 
 
 
6. Hurniati
 
 
 
 
 
and last but not least the bad, ugliest person behind all this syndicate is..
Pak Imron Ghazali himself
 
 
During our conversation i do feel a bit awkward n keep on questioning myself
whether i made a rite decision or not. my feeling uncertain but my desperado for a maid overtaken
my sanity. yeah u can call me stupid, but people do
made mistake and at that time... was desperate especially when i had
to think about my daughters. pasal anak2 i lost my sanity... really... i do, that is my
weakness..my babies is my life, they mean the whole universe to me... 
 
to make even more convincing, he called me and wanted me
to interview the candidates. i've chosen a girl name RIA. she was my age, widow with
a son. quite pious as in the bio said she read QURAN. plus she was a maid working at
Saudi Arabia before. everything was well planned. Me and Ria had a short conversation
coz that ugly Imron called me while i was frying some kerepok lekor.
 
these were the phone # used by this man to contact me;
 
1.   +6281917802788
 
2.   +6281907211155
 
 
short story - to get the maid i had to pay all-in cost for RM2700.00, salary rm550, 3 months warranty and 2 years working contract. ria will arrives at my request. i had to pay upfront rm1000 for air ticket and administration cost. i transefered the money via western union. after the transaction he contacted me. the 3rd day after the transaction i didn't recieve any confirmation emails regarding flight schedule as promised. i msg n called him but he did not answer.. few times but still no answer. untill today he did not respond.
 
that time, i knew it was a scammed. he lied to me, to ALLAH SWT. a thousand ringgit might not sound so much to you but for me it was a lot. i could buy 8 months diapers supply for both of my daughter. i do regrets coz i do take some precautions. i googled but none about him. hopefully with this entry, i could save other desperate parents from this crazy man, imron ghazali. please peeps do learn from my mistakes. let me be the last not u.
 
if you are a malaysian, or anybody from any part of this world... pls BEWARE of this man and their gangs..
if you are indonesian, and u meet this guy, please bring him to the authority, let justice speak for him. don't let him bring shame to ur country. a man like him does not belong to your country or any part of this universe.
if you r indonesian's authority, please find this man before he distract n messing
other's life...
 
 Please stop this man!
 
don't repeat my mistake..
 
jangan beri peluang...
kegiatan ini perlu dihalang!