#LazzSusuKambing

#LazzSusuKambing

Tuesday, October 31, 2017

20 w

Alhamdulillah.. Praised ALLAH for this journey. I'm half way there. Can't wait to c u little angel.

Mama hope u r in the very best of health inside my tummy. I'm giving my all to make sure u r at the most beautiful n reliable position inside.. Love u much, till we meet outside, be safe n stay healthy.

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Nak bebel

Hmmmm... Bukan nk komplen cuma nk luah perasaan...

Jerawat ni jahat sgt.. Apesal no mercy eh???
Suka2 je nak naik... Yg ntu x surut lg, yg ni naik..
Seme nak menggila ambik tmpt kt muka aku ni apesal?
Mmg carik gaduh la lu olls..
I is tensen...
Dh la mabuk x ilang lagi..
Korang jerawat at least have a little tolerant la kan.
Take turn at least.
I is tak kuasa. Huduh tau dak???

Pls la.. Go away.. My confident level is decreasing lahhhhhh...
I need my confidence. My job requires me to b always in confidence.
Nak jumpe member? Ohhhh tidak....
I refuse. I don't care. Huhuhu

I'm not normal. Yeah i know.
I'm alien, yess 👽. I'm not proud.

Wish n hoping for this phase gonna ended sooner than i expected.
I need to work laaaaaaa......
I can't go out like this.
I'm like a shipwreck.
TAK COMEL and that is not me.

Sekian bebelan hari ini.

Oh.. Hari ni ponteng keje 😭😭😭😭😭
Sorry... ALLAH pls forgive me.. 😩😩😩😩😭😭😭

Monday, September 18, 2017

upt 2017


Simpan sini. last time 2 3 4 kali save via phone tp x jadi. so try gn pc pulak.

Friday, September 15, 2017

2nd trimester

Alhamdulillah... Today mark the 14th week of my pregnancy journey means im in the 2nd trimester. The journey is still far ahead an i have to make sure that both myself n baby inside the womb at the best of health.. In shaa ALLAH.

Thank you ALLAH for this great opportunity again.

Sunday, September 3, 2017

12w

This is the 12 weeks of my pregnancy... The mabuk thingy getting better. Perhaps in my 2nd trimester which will start this middle september my mabuk2 will finally over. In shaa ALLAH.

Terasa lmbt pulak hehehe... Baru je lagi tp dh perasaan nk 9 bulan huhu.

My maternity leave left 30 days only... So i had to plan for my paid leave n unpaid leave wisely. Had to count properly on my monthly expenses. Still in doubt whether to take 2 months r 1 months unpaid leave... Gonna re think n re think.

Actually i would love to have 3 months maternity leave as i can rest well and take a real good care of my little baby before start to work. I need to discuss more with husb n jiera for that reason. Husb for financial support while jiera for physical support with myself n my children n baby.

Above all i hope everything can turn out great, as i can only plan. Praying n hoping so much that ALLAH SWT will grant me ultimate ease while dealing with my everything. Aminnnn... In shaa ALLAH.

Monday, August 7, 2017

Arini terlebih mabukk... Arghhh tension..
I was fine, untill ade akak kat opis main msk2 pulak..
Due to the smell... Aku tertewas... Terribly mabuk ni...
Feel like crying but i had to stay strong 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Sian amir huhu, siang hari mama keje.. Mlm hari mama isolatedkan diri sbb mabuk.
I love u amir manja mama. Main elok2 ngan kakak. Kakak balqis n zara pls b good to ur brother k. In shaa ALLAH this phase will over soon n mama can b with u babies again..

Mama pon x nak jadi cenggini, but mama had to face this no matter what.

Mama penatttt, mama nk rehat, esok mama keje, kn drive jauh skt dr biasa sbb mama ade kursus d kb. Doakan mama can deal with this ok babies.

Sunday, August 6, 2017

Hormones oh hormones

Hormones can be good to you but most of the time hormones drive me crazy. I had to beat it no matter what eventhough i failed sometimes.

I must endure the pain because i know that the end of the day, the reward is beyond words to decscribe. Stay strong all the way and as time goes by, u'll win this battle.

It's the beauty of us, women. So, embrace it.

Monday, July 31, 2017

Each pregnancy remarks a different journey for me.

As i can now control my vomit but the nausea is still there...

What irritates me the most is my skin. It develops itchiness to the whole different levels. I just have to beat it as i had to stop some of risky medications. Hope dat it will go away as my pregnancy gets older. Pls dear ALLAH...

Wednesday, July 26, 2017

Eh benci laaa

Dah kenapa blogger ni nak buat hal. I posted an entry for my hubby's bday.. My girls n my boy's bday but x published.. I thot it was ok. Tp not... Aiyoooo... I had to #tb evrything now... Sigh 😩