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kisah preggy

semalam, yes.. yesterday was my check up @25weeks. so, kena sejarum n untill dis moment d pain is still hangin' on my left shoulder. My next visit for 28weeks was scheduled on this comin' 16th jan and dis time wif doctor... so, as for the prep i had to scan my tummy.

Tadi konon decide nk try wat scan 3d n make a few calls utk tanye...sbb cost dia dh naik.. range between 150 - 180... i decided to buat 2d je la... baik aku simpn duit utk bb n Balqis n myself... ye la kan,

during my maternity and nak sambut org baru ni laaaaaaaaaaaaaagii byk guna duit, so save dlu for later.. lagipn skang tgh wat bilik kat kg. so, kena berjimat?? nmpk cam tak pndai bejimat huhuhuhu...

sbenarnya scanned last week sbb eager to know d gender. frust juga bila doc said it's going to b a girl. ye la sbb b4 dis all d sign (yup! sign only) mengarah kepada bb boy iaitu 1) my mom's dream, 2) mabuk yang lain macam, 3) previous scan (masa 5 month) said it's a boy nope a girl nope a boy nope a girl.., 4) hubby's mak cik yg ade ilmu kebidanan said it as if i carry a boy, 5) sgt2laa active!

Nak percaya ngan latest doc opinion? i choose 50/50. 100% hanya kepada ALLAH!..

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kisah bilik baru!

Last time ms balik kg which is early dis week, tgk bilik mcm dh nak siap. sgt skejap these peeps wat keje, asalkan duit n brg ade, anything possible. in 2 - 3 weeks time, bumbung dah naik, siap ngan ceiling. Alhamdulillah.

rase x sabar nk brsalin n use d new room. the newly build extension has 2 rooms,1 bath+toilet and a passage which connected the main house n the guest house. the guest house was build in 2009 (masa tu aku nk kawen) n consist of 2 new room, a pantry, a living room, 2 toilets and 1 bath. during d time untill dis moment memasing klu bley x nak dok c2, isolated alasannya. memula masa siap, brebut tp lelame masing2 x nak. so, dgn tersmbgnya d 2 houses, every1 hepi... yeah..suka hati.... x sbr nk tnggu d extension/connector siap. bliss! Rasenye, balik dis comin' cuti mauludurrasul, mesti dh siap. hehehe.. sabau je la kan

my mom pn xcited sama....hehe... owh she was the architect yg x bertauliah tu..n d mastermind was... me! yeah me n wif d support of my siblings... n... funded by me, mom n papa! yeah.. me! so, confirm i got d new n spacious room... hehehe. mcm2 dh in my head mcmn nk mekap d room...kui..kui..siap intai2 website ikea lg katako....

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kisah pindah rumah

b4 diss i do mention bout my sister dh balik kg n going 2 stay there for good. n her rumah, tidak elok d biarkn kosong.

so, dpd menyewa... me n hubby n sis n bil, decided dat it's best for us to move in. lagipn mmg aku dudok umah tu since 2005 smpai kawen tp tpkse pindh sbb anak2 buah yg smakin mmbesar mnjadi anak dara sunti plus me myself pon was about 2 welcome a new famili member at d time kan..

so, we move 2 d next door. n rite dis moment, most of our belonging dah msuk umah sis n dis month is d last month kami rent d house. there r few things yg masih ade d sana such as my bajus, hubby's bajus, rak besi, households yg kecik2, brg2 Balqis when she's a bby, towel racks n ade laaa.... apepn its need 2 b clear b4 1 Jan 2013.

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kisah hubby n keje baru

owh.. hepi dat hubby dh dpt tukar keje ke Shah Alam. he's a TBU staff now n d office d seksyen 15 jer.. dekat... sygnye aku yg kn transfer to KL. if x naik pgkat, aku x kn kuar dr JKR Sel tp itula rezeki aku so, had to accept wif open hearts.

Ya ALLAH, bznye dia. weekdays mmg keje tp balik lmbat, d latest yg pnh dia balik was @ 1am!, weekends (both sunday n saturday) keje jugak n worst.. public holidays pon keje jgk n fyi, bukan halfday ye, full day kn keje... aduss.. sian cik Balqis. ye la, sminggu sekali kn la reward dia, bwk g main2.

Apepon, we have 2 deal wif dis jgk.... dis is 1 off d reason pasai pe umah sewa lmbt dpt dikosongkan.

td sms, katanye short notice, dis next saturday (6th Jan) dia nk ke hanoi. ade training for a week. duh! Cik Balqis aku cmno?? Nak itoot! huhuhu...

papepon i support u my bebeh!!

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kisah Cik Balqis d nursery

mama kisah sgt hantar cik Balqis ke nursery. sgt2 kisah okayy.. tp sbb HAVE TO, mama gagahkan perasaan ni utk letak jgk cik Balqis d situ.

tugas mghantar sidia merupakn tgjwb hubby, smentara tugas mengambil/ menyelamatkan sidia adalah tugasku...

pantang, if cik lah atau cik ra ade, mama x hingin antar Balqis kat nursery....hati ibu mn tak risau kannnnn...

luluh hati ni ev'rytime g amik Balqis. asik lapar je budak tu... 1st day antar, she's ok.. hubby said dia nangis at 1st tp nk tanak kn tnggl jgk. so, called bs to check on her. bdk bs tu kata balqis dh ok, kejap je nangis. lega kejap. 2nd day, mase nk amik nangis la plak cik Balqis ni. n 3rd day, bs kate... stiap kali bnyi enjin kete, dia nangis n panggil mama... aduhai... sian kamu sayang...

hari ke 4, sayang saya dh start tak sihat. batuk, selsema, muntah (masa g wat spot cek d nursery tu a day b4, mmg tgk ade bdk2 yg x sihat n dlm ati tdetik kate mesti ank aku kn ni - huhuhu, tu la spe soh pk yg bkn2, now sidia dh kena) decided to look after her by myself. so, doc bg. sy mc.. n d rest of d weeks smada i got mc ataupun dilah jaga. luckily my sis dilah x de kelas. the next week plak, my sis jiera dtg Klang for a week. so, dia jaga Balqis. Alhamdulillah, the next week balik kg n sakit2 dia pn dh sembuh... Thank u ALLAH.. hilang 1 kerisauan. ye la, if balqis sick, x kn la nk bg tggjwb dkt bs utk bg dia ubat. sure x nk pnye...Lagi pn smenjak 2 menjak ni cik Balqis ssh nk mkn ubat.. huhuhu...

last wednesday, nak tanak kn hantar Balqis lg ke nursery (dlm hati, tuhan sj yg tahu - tp bersykur sbb sidia dh sembuh)... n d bs dh tukar org. bs lame dpt smbg blaja. mase ambik, Balqis nangis. masuk kete, trus cari makanan. aduhai, kbulur rupanya anak aku.. ade la kacang utk dia nyum2 skejap. blom smpai umah, dh nak susu. so, bf while driving huhuhuhu... smpai umah x nak turun, nk dukung aje. bagi susu n biskut to alas perut cik balqis, akhirnya x pyh dukung. dh ilang lapar kot. pas mandikan dia, terus bagi nasi smpai berak2.. pas basuh smbung nk makan lagi... poor my bby. klaparan. huish... mcmn ni... ikutkn mls nk hntar nursery tp tpkse... d rest of d week.. dilah ade. so, dia jaga laa... tp smpai bila????? huwaaaaaaaaa...

sementara nk tnggu masa bersalin ni... menangis tak berlagu la mama ni. nmpk aje kalendar, trus rancang cari public holidays n rancang cuti smpai bulan 4. bole?? bole je...

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kisah aku gila cuti!!

since my sis jiera dh balik kg n my Balqis kn hantar nursery ni.... mmg my keje, nmpak kalendar aje rancang cuti. kalu x cuti, cari mc.. huhuhu... tp mc ku mmg betul2 mc punye, d reason is very d solid 1. demi anak tercinta, i wud do anything plus penat nak travel to KL. early in d morning had 2 wake up. masuk keje mesti 730 sbb nk balik pkol 430. if later, my journey back home will definitely accompanied by kete ribu2 lemon. kena balik ontime, had to fetch my beautiful darling.

so, dis comin' 2013 dh planned my cuti untill aidil fitri. my due date according to normal calculation will b on April 10. so, maternity leave ambek 3 bulan n plan utk ambik 1 1/2 bulan untuk cuti tanpa gaji (menyusukan anak) smpai ogos. pastu amek cuti raya. pas raya baru masuk ofis. dh start menyimpan utk tujuan itu n on april n may ni dapat kutu. so, x banyak, sikit pn jadila utk tampung idup selama 1 1/2 bulan yang gajiless itu. hubby dh approved by d way. tinggl bos je belum approve sbbnye x apply lg.. hehehe...kau ade?

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byknye kisah nk coret tp dh penat n malas... so, had to stop dulu la ye. next time when my mood mcm hari ni lagi, boleh coret2 lagi...

so, bye mr. blog. thanks for being 'there' for me.. (^_^)

n before i leave... Selamat Tahun Baru 2013 ye.. may all ur last year resolutions fulfill n tahun ni pon tercapai jgklaaaa....

Balik kg d musim banjir..

It's been a while. Been avoiding musim bnjir so, x blk kg besanya during dis time of d year.

Tp... Ya Allah, seronok! Dh lm tak berbanjir n bmain hujan. Cik Balqis was so happy. Wlopon umah papa x naek air r banjir, air tetap ade seciput. Tp yg. Seciput tu provided us enuff fun... Weeeee... Hehe..

Susah hati..

Bila si anak tercinta tersayang kurang sihat mulalah hati tak keruan, lintang pukang, gundah gulana. Jmpe doktor itu ini dgn hrpn sidia akan cepat sembuh.

Ibu mn yg x risau bila simanja kurang sihat. Dah seminggu tp tak baik2 lg, walopon nmpk improvement tp tak cukup utk hilangkan rasa tak tenteram ni. Aduhai virus2 benci sekalian, sudah2 lah. Leave my daughter alone. She did nothing wrong. Go far2 away from her. Pls let her b fine.

Duhai anak, sabarlah sayang, mama sentiasa berikhtiar utk make sure U'll b fine, free from viruses..mama sayang balqis sooo much! U gonna b alrite dear.

yup... saya masih lagi begini..

I'm at my 23rd weeks of preggy n yess... mabuk itu masih disini

n it's not going anywhere.. apepon my dua' dat it will dissapear,

hopefully tomorrow or next hour.. i wish, i hope, i planned but 

depends on Allah's will. apepon i'm happy...

i'm adjusting my life..n gosh it's hard.

i know it's going to take sumtime for me to

figure, to adapt with ev'rythings around me.

i gotta learn to accept wif open heart n play along

to make sure dat my world is going to be fine.