a mother's dilemma...

Dimulakan dengan BISMILLAH... pujian pada ALLAH SWT yang maha pengasih, maha pemurah, maha penyayang dan maha mengasihani.

Semuanya bermula when my sis got a news dat she will b transfer back to
Klate... yes.. it was a great news for her, tumpang hepi but my happiness
did not last long as jiera said she wants to balik kg jugak.

bukan tak suka malah envy them soo much!.. my current situation put me into
misery... why? sebb jiera take care balqis n when she gone, i hav to find other
alternatives. i thot i cud find sumwhere near 2 my new(yargh!bleugh!) workplace
tp... ya ALLAH soooo hard. Got a place tapi last minit kate terpakse close d premise.
why tutup? sbb MARA nak sewa d building. bullshit sunggoh! dah la diorag pnye daycare
accept anak staff je. geramnya saya! me n hubby was MARA student la!!! benci aku...
Mengalir sudah airmata....... otomatik.... sian anak aku!

Apepn, mncari tetap mncari n harapan 2 find d best place 4 my dotter will Always b my número uno priority.

Thanks 2 d world wide web. D net been very kind to me. There were some suggestions near 2 d office but when called semuanya penuh n special for their staff shj. Sedih!.

Then I decided 2 look near shah alam due 2 d startegic location which is near 2 hubby's office n otw route. Adala 2 tmpt n isyaALLAH nk p tgk tmpt tu dlu b4 agree 2 place balqis.

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ek.. smbung..... dh selamat tgk tempat tu n not bad..  hopefully my precious boleh adapt with other kids n babies.

Cik Balqis

She is 20months... Yeay...
She is adorable, beautiful, funny n smart!

She cud talk n follow instructions. She understand most of my speech n respond well. She love to sing n dance.
She know how to say ALLAH. She love azan n she knew how to raise her 2 hands for dua' n d best was her interest for solat.

She know how to make sounds especially cat, chicken, cow n bird.

These r the words dat she cud say correctly;

Papa
Mama
Air
Cicak
Jatuh
Tumpah
Yum yum
Duit
Sakit
Abang/ abe
Kakak
Tak nak / Nanak
Ubat
Nasik
Atuk
Nenek


N

These r d words dat she say but wif 'slang';

Aeroplane
Thank u

Most of the time she loves to repeat others speech n when she does it was absolutely cute!

What else, she know her face features including hands, feet, hair..

Some ppl tend to assume dat My balqis is two y.o bcos she is so smart. I am so proud of her.

To carry her for 9 month, to deliver her, to feed her, to bf her, to raise her, to teach her, to walk her, to love her, to hold her...everything bout her worth every 2nd of my time spend wif her..

Berbaloi2...

Regrets...

I dunno why... Dis time around...I hav dis syndrome which is not good at all. The syndrome of laziness r in Malay we call it as 'MALAS'.

Poor bb dat he/ she had to suffer.

Bkpe la jd gini? Huhuhu... Why oh why!?

Susu beli sj tp x minum.

Ubat2, just keep in d bag, bwk sokmo tp x consume!

Ape nk jd!?

Pls change ur attitude. U r not doing dis only for u. Tink about ur famili, they need u, especially d lil' one inside ur womb n Balqis. Their needs rely on u.

Pls b kind 2 ur body too.. Love em.. GOD give u all HIS nikmat so u shud not n never neglect them..

Insyaallah, from dis moment on, I will...

1) consume my ubats
2) consume susu
3) eat healthily
4) exercise regularly...

Bukak buku merah...

Yesterday set an appointment utk buka buku merah. Ye, baru bukak. Ms preggiekan Balqis buka ms 7 weeks preggie.

A week before went 2 clinic utk scan. Alhamdulillah, doc said my baby is healthy n very active. Relieved!

Cud not see d gender yet coz too small. I wish for a boy coz we already hav balqis. No matter d gender, my biggest concern is my baby is healthy.

My next appointment will
B on November 1st... Looking fwd 4 d appointment, excited!

siaran yg tertunda....

our 3rd anny... it was on the 22nd Sept.. sedar tak sedar, dh 3 tahun
we've been married 2 each other... 3 years of marriage, 5 years of
lovey dovey tp e know each other for 16 years now, he was my senior..

we went to Cameron Highland for our anny. never been there, so, kinda
excited lah jgk.. almost 3 hours drive from Klang, the road was like 'ular kene
palu' berselekoh n land slides were everywhere. usually aku tidak mabuk but
due to my current condition, mabuk sedikit tp tak muntah yer.... apepon
we arrived at the CH dengan selamatnya.. pastu due to not consume b'fast
we r hungry like a wolf. singgah makan jap at the food court, x sedap but do i care?
nk mabuk n in hunger r bertenaga serta ganassss sepanjang hari? of cos...

it's official, i was there, CH. hehe.. we stayed @ Hotel De la ferns which i booked
earlier via agoda. by the way, the rates cheaper wif agoda. the hotel was clean, new n
great location too. the staff was nice. yg pntg, free wifi n ade tub, wifi for hubby n tub
for my balqis...

CH ni x de la besar sgt so, we manage to go to all interesting plc there such as
rose garden, tea plantation, cactus n strawberry farm, pasar malam brinchang.
i noticed dat ppl here love steamboat. maybe sbb cuaca kat sini yg sejuk kot.
so ppl tend to choose steamboat just to warm up a bit.. i tink la...due to no good
dinner recommendation from others (search the net) we finally steamboating jgk...
okla tu, jnji perut terisi.

Esoknya.. p beli bunga n heading back to Kg. Yahuuuuuuu.... seronoknya
dpt balik kampung. missing papa, ma sooo much... terubat rindu d hati..

this is the story of me n pregnancy...

it's my 2nd. yes.. happy. perhaps everything will go smoothly just like
my 1st pregnancy.

untill today i'm at my 13 weeks of pregnancy n my due date according to above
website is on the 10th of April 2013, yup my 30th b'day. and according to dis
app in iphone, my edd will b on the 11th of April 2013. when is my actual due date,
only GOD knows. my concerns r my pregnancy n during labour, hopefully semenya
akan selamat. semoga kali ini, dipermudahkan ALLAH SWT untuk bersalin dan tiada
apa2 masalah. InsyaALLAH.

dis time around, a bit differ compare 2 previous. still mabuk2 though..my body grow
tremendously big. huhuhu... feeling more like i'm fat than preggy. compare to previous,
at this stage.. my body still in shape n no baby bum yet. but is time around, not even
baby bum pon i tink, more like buncit huhhuhuhu... makan jgn cakap, cukup selera
cuma bila berhenti makan, my saliva start to generate but x boleh telan. sudahnya, asik
meludah je.. apepon this is the 'beauty' of pregnancy that a mom shud embrace. not
complaining just sharing..org laki x de rase cenggini n some other women pon did not
experience d same. thank GOD for everything...

sum ppl said dat d best time to reveal preggy news untill 2nd trimester but not for me.
awal2 lagi peeps will notice. cannot hide, so just go on wif d symptom. it's a gud thing though...

13 Weeks Pregnant

BABY

Week 13 marks a milestone for your baby-to-be. Developmentally speaking she's no longer an embryo, but a fetus. She's looking—and acting—more and more like a baby every day. She appears to be resting because her eyelids have formed and are fused together, but her arms and legs move and twitch (although you probably can't feel it … yet). She can suck her thumb, too.

Your baby is about the size of a egg! She's growing heavier at around .5 to .8 ounces and is getting longer at about 3 inches long (crown to rump).

MOMMY

Hooray! Your morning sickness should be starting to subside, and miscarriage is less of a risk. Your second trimester will bring both relief and reality. Yes, you're really having a baby! Now that the high-risk period is over, you probably have some pregnancy announcements to make. That is, if you've been able to keep the big news a secret. And if there's a big brother or sister in the house, now is the time to let siblings know that a baby is on the way.

Time to celebrate! You've almost survived your first trimester. Some of your aches and pains may finally be disappearing. You may notice that in place of nausea you're feeling hungry—notorious pregnancy cravings often begin now. As your uterus continues to expand, chances are you're having some troubles with heartburn, indigestion, and flatulence, as well.

A Reason to Celebrate
Many women find the upcoming second trimester of their pregnancies the most enjoyable, as nuisances such as nausea give way to attractive baby bumps and enviable pregnancy glow.

Here are a few reasons why you're feeling so good:

• Disappearing nausea: Although it's not uncommon for morning sickness to linger into the second trimester, your sick days are probably coming to an end. The reason why? Your body has become accustomed to the increased hormones propelling you into baby-mode.

• Increased appetite: Now that your nausea is on the way out, it's time to enjoy food again. You may notice that your appetite grows along with your baby-to-be. Bring on the ice cream and pickles!

• Growing baby bump: Your body's changing inside and out to accommodate your developing baby. Your internal organs shift positions to make room for an expanding uterus, and your skin stretches to allow your bump to grow outward. You're finally not just feeling pregnant—you're looking pregnant, too! "Showing" is probably a relief. People are more likely to hold the door open for you, pass on a sympathetic smile, and even let you cut in line at the grocery store.

• Lessening breast tenderness: Your breasts went through a big growth spurt during your first trimester that may have left them sore and uncomfortable. They most likely will not increase in size during the second trimester (but they may fill out more); you may notice some "starter" milk or colostrum leaking out of your nipples later in the second trimester as your body readies for baby.

While some pregnancy symptoms fade with time, others don't. You'll still need to take plenty of trips to the bathroom as your growing baby-to-be puts pressure on your bladder. You're also going to continue to feel tired—unfortunately that's a constant during pregnancy—but your baby bump is still small enough that you should be able to rest comfortably. So give yourself a break and relax!

'this info is courtesy of http://www.babyzone.com/pregnancy-week-by-week/13-weeks-pregnant_70690-page-2'

Wanted to share dis too...

mekDi kedekut..!!

arini jumaat, kaloo besa2 wktu lunch, i went home but now x de mknenye...
2 1/2 hr wasted just like that.. huhuhu...

back to the original story... went to get sumthin' 2 eat. so, went to mekDi..
baru bukak katenye outlet kt sini... so... bought this lunch set mega mac set which cost me
rm14.95. tapi... kedekut pnye mekDi, smpai office bukak paperbag..
ceiss.. they gave me only 1 chilli suace n 1 tissue... gilo apo? FYI... aku ni
a 'chili sos' person... tensi jer... patutla the moment they gave me bag, feelin' like
checkin' the bag tp tak buat. sudhnye nk mkn baru tau x dok sos chili.

hampeh mu mekDi, ilang seelera aku.... ptuih...

moral of d story, trust ur instinct.. cek jerrrrr...