checkin' on my emails..

yesterday x sempat nk buke email
due to my check up. masuk office pun dh petang,
after lunch.

so, today when i check my yahoo mail... i received this
email from PTPTN... yeay! finally the administration cost
can be reduced from 3% to 1% beginning 1st June 2008.
sib baik buke email.. kalu x buke... x tau n my
opportunity might slip away just like that. it's so meaningful
to me.

coz i've always had this feeling of PTPTN being unfair.
i knew all debt must be repay back. my religion teach me
to bayar any hutang before we die. it's an obligation, honesty
n good traits that one shud posses. if PTPTN tak claim pon,
i will pay my debt no excuses! PERIOD!  for me the 3% administration
cost is too much to be imposed especially for a student yang
memegang hak kerakyatan Malaysia. we are Malaysian n we do
deserve the facility. pinjaman is pinjaman, yup.. must pay back
but alangkah bagusnya jika cuma bayar ape yang dipinjam..
PTPTN is not a badan yg mencari keuntungan pon.
so....why?

with this nu policy, reducing the percentage... i'm quite happy
with it eventho i had to put another effort in making it
possible. at least it culd be reduce n eventho i can only save
very little amount of money. perhaps... nu policy will
come out n this time, u pay for wat u owe not more
than that n for those who had CGPA 3.50 n above will
get discount...this is the way to show the rakyat especially
us..the student, KEPERIHATINAN... x kesah bile nk
implement but the sooner the better hehehehe... tp aku x
dpt mrase pon tak pe at least for my adik2 n my anak2...
for future sake....aminn...

N'way i'm happy for the time being...
dari x dpat lgsung, so... i'm thanking GOD
n sgt bersyukur for wat i get.. :)

x de tajuk... titleless

x de pape yang menarik..
nothing interesting happened xcept
i went to clinic for basic antenatal check up
have my dental check up too.
can't believe when the misi told me
dat i'm in my 8th months pregnancy now.
i knew i'm in my 32nd weeks though.
got my 2nd injection for tetanus.

that's all..

wat hapen 2 me?

xtremely lazy.. dunno wat hapen...
hate myself at this mo.
sian baby for having a very moody mommy..
perhaps u in there will be fine n not affected
by me.. huhuhhu...

feels like wanted to go home..rite now!
i'm so bosan/bored/tired of everythings
dat surround me today...
very annoying...

the only thing dat make me OK today
is....my baby kicks... least i knew she's
fine... kamon baby.. keep on kicking..
let mommy's bad mood goes away...
mommy not always like dis... mommy used
to b alive n kicking, happy go lucky...
crazy n gelemer... hehehehe...

mommy miss uppy too...
mommy want uppy...but..
mommy dunno how to own uppy...
mommy wants uppy to be happy
all d time..
mommy loves uppy...

oh.. mommy's mad already....

dear GOD.. please help n save me
from all of d madness that i've created
myself... need to break free from dis
craziness...

cravin' baby!

yesterday... cravin' for big apple donuts...
had 2... there goes my cravin'...
bought 6 of em... wanted to save
for dinner n today's breakfast... but nope...

none of 'em left....

today.... cravin' for more... huhuhhu...
need more, want more... so, today after work...
gonna hav some... so, big apple donuts...
here i come... get ready coz mommy gonna
eat n stuff her mouth wif u guys.... satisfy
her cravin.... ho yeaahhh...

uppy's favourite

all photos' r courtesy of www.bigappledonuts.com

32 week pregnant

At 32 weeks pregnant, you are now entering the 8th month of your pregnancy, with just 2 more months to go. If this is your first baby you’ll probably be feeling a real mix of excitement and a little healthy apprehension thrown in as well. Becoming a parent for the first time will mean you’ll need to make some major changes to your life. No matter how much you plan for the baby to fit in with your plans and lifestyle, there will be big differences in what you are able to achieve and how your priorities lie.

can I have a hand please?

Your baby will depend on you to predict and care for its every need. For you to learn how to do this will take time and practice. If you’ve had a baby before, you may still be wondering how a new baby will fit in with your family and how you will find the time to care for another dependent little person. Try not to let worry consume you. Set up some supportive networks of family and friends who will be available to help you when the baby is born. Generally, people are happy to lend a hand and appreciate being asked. Although you may feel it is a little early to be doing this, it will give you some piece of mind to know that you’ve already done some planning for those early, demanding days.

your physical changes this week

• Your belly is getting bigger and your breasts are not far behind. It’s getting harder to see your knees and your belly button may be poking out by now. There’s not much room in the space between your breasts and the start of your belly. It’s probably more comfortable now for you to wear a bra most of the time, simply because of the weight of your breasts. Some pregnant women find they need breast support from a maternity bra even when they go to sleep.
• Watch for heat rashes under your breasts, which will be aggravated by sweat. Cooling showers, a light dusting of absorbent talcum powder and good general hygiene will help you to avoid a thrush infection developing.
• You’ll probably find yourself sighing as you sit down – relieved to get the weight off your legs. Avoid marathon shopping expeditions and learn to pace yourself. It is going to become more difficult to sustain activity which requires a moderate amount of physical output. Plan your day to include a rest and some down time.
• Your weight is going up in line with your baby’s growth. Some women gain as much as ? kilogram per week in these weeks. Fluid retention can also add weight, but this is largely unavoidable in the third trimester. Watch for a sudden, rapid rise in your weight or bad headaches. These can be signs of complications developing, so check with your midwife or doctor if you experience these changes.
• Your ante-natal checks will become a fortnightly affair from now on until around 36 weeks when they will increase to weekly. Get used to having your urine checked, your blood pressure measured and your tummy palpated. Although it can all seem a bit monotonous, it is important that you are monitored carefully. In the 3rd trimester, problems such as pre-eclampsia, gestational diabetes and premature labour are more common.

your emotional changes this week

• Had enough yet? At 32 weeks pregnant, you probably aren’t quite at the stage of wanting it all to be over, though that time is fast approaching. If you’re looking after other small children the sheer physicality of being pregnancy is becoming more difficult. Bending over to them in the bath, lifting them out of a stroller, picking up endless toys off the floor will all add to your fatigue at the end of the day.
• You could feel as if you are doing the lot when it comes to your pregnancy. The truth is, you are and at this stage your partner is a bit of an observer. Tell him how you feel if you are getting resentful. Be clear with him about how he can support you and don’t expect him to read your mind.

your baby’s changes this week

• Your baby is around 1.8 kilograms this week and just under 50 centimetres long. It is gaining most of its weight in these last few weeks, around 250 grams/week between now and 35 weeks in fact. Your baby is spending a lot of time kicking, swallowing, moving its little arms around, sucking, grimacing and frowning. It can even move its head from side to side and is opening and closing its eyes.
• The baby fills all the space in your uterus now, touching the sides and really using the room to its own advantage. Your nerve endings are picking up every movement so you are very much aware of there being someone along for the ride.
• Your baby is still having periods of rest and activity which may follow a similar pattern each day. Some women say that when they climb into bed is a sign for the baby to start their calisthenics. But it could be that there are little other distractions then so pregnant mothers are more aware of their baby’s movements.
• Your baby’s skin is less translucent and looks more like the perfect skin of a little baby. More fat cells are settling under its skin and plumping out those skin folds.
• Your baby’s bones are getting harder and calcifying. This means that your diet is particularly important at this stage of your pregnancy. Ensure you’re having 3-4 serves of calcium rich foods each day; milk, cheese, yoghurt, almonds, fish with edible bones, green leafy vegetables are good sources. If you can’t tolerate cow’s milk go for soy milk products which are fortified with calcium.

hints for the week

• Be kind to your back when you climb out of bed. First roll onto your side and then use your hands to “walk” yourself into a sitting position. Move your bottom close to the edge of the bed so you’re not straining and leaning forward more than you need to. Get into the habit of sitting for a minute or two and then standing. Your blood pressure is lower when you are lying down, compared with when you are standing, so give it time to adjust.
• If the thought of tugging at your undies for the next 2 months is driving your spare, invest in some pregnancy underpants. Though you’re unlikely to find them in the pretty lingerie section, they will soon become your new best friends. They are made with an expanding belly in mind and sit just the right way so you’re not conscious of them all the time.
• Avoid large, infrequent meals which will make you feel as if you’ve got a brick sitting in your stomach. Instead, go for light, easy to digest foods which won’t require intensive digestion. Fruit, vegetables, toasted sandwiches, salads, yoghurt, cereals, crackers and cheese are all good staples for healthy snacking. Remember to drink plenty of water. Maintaining your hydration will help you to stay mentally alert and keep your kidneys functioning well.
• If you don’t have a good camera do some research into buying a good one. When you go into labour is not the time to be reading the instruction sheet and charging the batteries. You will be sorry if you haven’t got a camera to catch those early precious moments. Even if you don’t like photos of yourself, you will need to make an exception for the next few years.
• Speak with your midwife or doctor about the benefits of you doing some perineal stretching. If you are having a vaginal delivery, your perineum will need to stretch a lot to allow the baby’s head to emerge. An episiotomy (surgical cut) is sometimes necessary to enlarge the vaginal opening, though perineal stretching can help avoid the need for one.

source
http://www.huggies.com.my/32-week-pregnant.aspx

Antenatal class............

looking for antenatal class. missed one class
due 2 unpredictable event.. :((

mebbe gonna register at KPJ. 1 day only on weekend
and only @ RM80.00 per couple.

balik ni nk tanye hubby. need to attend though coz
it is very important. wanted to show hubby that
baby thingy is not a joke, it's seriously important.
both of us realize that but not sure how to cope with
it yet. new experiences...need preparation.

still figuring when to go, so n xtremely busy skang
due to nk masuk umah. byk brg yg nk kn di beli.
n in process of setting up the house mode.

last nite..

....was so penat...it all started since the noon.
hubby wanted me to go down to Carre4 seksyen 23
n ask bout the credit card system since we hav no
phone no. to call. i left my phone @ home.
went there but the system does not ok yet.
so called hubby via public fon.... tetibe feel
so menyesal coz bley jd nyanyuk tetinggal hp.
huhuhuhu...

then hubby said cavenzi called n wanted to deliver
our perabot tonite. alamak... cat x abes lagi...
rumah is still kotor. i had to come home early la gitu gak....
had to clean the house 1st then baru la perabots bley masuk.


rushed back to ofis n mintak izin pn hana nk balik awal. told her
the whole story n she said OK!.. tenkiu kak hana..u r the best
thi hi hi... suke. so ptg @ almost 4pm i drove home.

sampai je terus join jiera cleaning the house. clean n clean non stop till
finish. alhamdulillah brjaya siap before 7pm. sib baik umah tu kecikk
je. penat still penat ye...

few minutes later, hubby pon smpai. so glad he came back.
at least he's there to monitor the cavenzi people.
they promised to come @ 8 but they arrrived 20 mins later.
still acceptable though. sedih sbb due to umah yg terlalu small,
our 4 doors wardrobe x dpt masuk. x muat huhuhu... so, the
delivery man suggest utk amek len punye yg bley masuk.. hmmm
x tau la bila plak mau sampai.. huhuhhu... tilam belum sampai due to
wat i dunno coz they were talking to my hubby.  penatnyeee
menunggu org wat keje.

pas dh siap antar n psg... kire @ 9.30pm, hubby mintak temankan
die jumpe supplier since he dunno the place. so i follow him..almost
11 pm, barula kami tehegeh2 balik. smpai umah, igt nk trus tido,
tp baru teringat.. x solat lagi, solat dlu.. pastu tido cepat2 coz
pg pkol 4 nk bangun lagi. hubby mintk tolong wake him up
coz mau watch arsenal vs man city. me? wake too tp to iron
baju utk keje. pas iron join hubby tgk tv..akhirnye tv tgk aku...
bile hubby kejut, bola dh habes n the clock showed it's almost 6am
huhuhu... ngantuk... x kire... sambung tido kat bilik...