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kisah preggy

semalam, yes.. yesterday was my check up @25weeks. so, kena sejarum n untill dis moment d pain is still hangin' on my left shoulder. My next visit for 28weeks was scheduled on this comin' 16th jan and dis time wif doctor... so, as for the prep i had to scan my tummy.

Tadi konon decide nk try wat scan 3d n make a few calls utk tanye...sbb cost dia dh naik.. range between 150 - 180... i decided to buat 2d je la... baik aku simpn duit utk bb n Balqis n myself... ye la kan,

during my maternity and nak sambut org baru ni laaaaaaaaaaaaaagii byk guna duit, so save dlu for later.. lagipn skang tgh wat bilik kat kg. so, kena berjimat?? nmpk cam tak pndai bejimat huhuhuhu...

sbenarnya scanned last week sbb eager to know d gender. frust juga bila doc said it's going to b a girl. ye la sbb b4 dis all d sign (yup! sign only) mengarah kepada bb boy iaitu 1) my mom's dream, 2) mabuk yang lain macam, 3) previous scan (masa 5 month) said it's a boy nope a girl nope a boy nope a girl.., 4) hubby's mak cik yg ade ilmu kebidanan said it as if i carry a boy, 5) sgt2laa active!

Nak percaya ngan latest doc opinion? i choose 50/50. 100% hanya kepada ALLAH!..

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kisah bilik baru!

Last time ms balik kg which is early dis week, tgk bilik mcm dh nak siap. sgt skejap these peeps wat keje, asalkan duit n brg ade, anything possible. in 2 - 3 weeks time, bumbung dah naik, siap ngan ceiling. Alhamdulillah.

rase x sabar nk brsalin n use d new room. the newly build extension has 2 rooms,1 bath+toilet and a passage which connected the main house n the guest house. the guest house was build in 2009 (masa tu aku nk kawen) n consist of 2 new room, a pantry, a living room, 2 toilets and 1 bath. during d time untill dis moment memasing klu bley x nak dok c2, isolated alasannya. memula masa siap, brebut tp lelame masing2 x nak. so, dgn tersmbgnya d 2 houses, every1 hepi... yeah..suka hati.... x sbr nk tnggu d extension/connector siap. bliss! Rasenye, balik dis comin' cuti mauludurrasul, mesti dh siap. hehehe.. sabau je la kan

my mom pn xcited sama....hehe... owh she was the architect yg x bertauliah tu..n d mastermind was... me! yeah me n wif d support of my siblings... n... funded by me, mom n papa! yeah.. me! so, confirm i got d new n spacious room... hehehe. mcm2 dh in my head mcmn nk mekap d room...kui..kui..siap intai2 website ikea lg katako....

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kisah pindah rumah

b4 diss i do mention bout my sister dh balik kg n going 2 stay there for good. n her rumah, tidak elok d biarkn kosong.

so, dpd menyewa... me n hubby n sis n bil, decided dat it's best for us to move in. lagipn mmg aku dudok umah tu since 2005 smpai kawen tp tpkse pindh sbb anak2 buah yg smakin mmbesar mnjadi anak dara sunti plus me myself pon was about 2 welcome a new famili member at d time kan..

so, we move 2 d next door. n rite dis moment, most of our belonging dah msuk umah sis n dis month is d last month kami rent d house. there r few things yg masih ade d sana such as my bajus, hubby's bajus, rak besi, households yg kecik2, brg2 Balqis when she's a bby, towel racks n ade laaa.... apepn its need 2 b clear b4 1 Jan 2013.

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kisah hubby n keje baru

owh.. hepi dat hubby dh dpt tukar keje ke Shah Alam. he's a TBU staff now n d office d seksyen 15 jer.. dekat... sygnye aku yg kn transfer to KL. if x naik pgkat, aku x kn kuar dr JKR Sel tp itula rezeki aku so, had to accept wif open hearts.

Ya ALLAH, bznye dia. weekdays mmg keje tp balik lmbat, d latest yg pnh dia balik was @ 1am!, weekends (both sunday n saturday) keje jugak n worst.. public holidays pon keje jgk n fyi, bukan halfday ye, full day kn keje... aduss.. sian cik Balqis. ye la, sminggu sekali kn la reward dia, bwk g main2.

Apepon, we have 2 deal wif dis jgk.... dis is 1 off d reason pasai pe umah sewa lmbt dpt dikosongkan.

td sms, katanye short notice, dis next saturday (6th Jan) dia nk ke hanoi. ade training for a week. duh! Cik Balqis aku cmno?? Nak itoot! huhuhu...

papepon i support u my bebeh!!

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kisah Cik Balqis d nursery

mama kisah sgt hantar cik Balqis ke nursery. sgt2 kisah okayy.. tp sbb HAVE TO, mama gagahkan perasaan ni utk letak jgk cik Balqis d situ.

tugas mghantar sidia merupakn tgjwb hubby, smentara tugas mengambil/ menyelamatkan sidia adalah tugasku...

pantang, if cik lah atau cik ra ade, mama x hingin antar Balqis kat nursery....hati ibu mn tak risau kannnnn...

luluh hati ni ev'rytime g amik Balqis. asik lapar je budak tu... 1st day antar, she's ok.. hubby said dia nangis at 1st tp nk tanak kn tnggl jgk. so, called bs to check on her. bdk bs tu kata balqis dh ok, kejap je nangis. lega kejap. 2nd day, mase nk amik nangis la plak cik Balqis ni. n 3rd day, bs kate... stiap kali bnyi enjin kete, dia nangis n panggil mama... aduhai... sian kamu sayang...

hari ke 4, sayang saya dh start tak sihat. batuk, selsema, muntah (masa g wat spot cek d nursery tu a day b4, mmg tgk ade bdk2 yg x sihat n dlm ati tdetik kate mesti ank aku kn ni - huhuhu, tu la spe soh pk yg bkn2, now sidia dh kena) decided to look after her by myself. so, doc bg. sy mc.. n d rest of d weeks smada i got mc ataupun dilah jaga. luckily my sis dilah x de kelas. the next week plak, my sis jiera dtg Klang for a week. so, dia jaga Balqis. Alhamdulillah, the next week balik kg n sakit2 dia pn dh sembuh... Thank u ALLAH.. hilang 1 kerisauan. ye la, if balqis sick, x kn la nk bg tggjwb dkt bs utk bg dia ubat. sure x nk pnye...Lagi pn smenjak 2 menjak ni cik Balqis ssh nk mkn ubat.. huhuhu...

last wednesday, nak tanak kn hantar Balqis lg ke nursery (dlm hati, tuhan sj yg tahu - tp bersykur sbb sidia dh sembuh)... n d bs dh tukar org. bs lame dpt smbg blaja. mase ambik, Balqis nangis. masuk kete, trus cari makanan. aduhai, kbulur rupanya anak aku.. ade la kacang utk dia nyum2 skejap. blom smpai umah, dh nak susu. so, bf while driving huhuhuhu... smpai umah x nak turun, nk dukung aje. bagi susu n biskut to alas perut cik balqis, akhirnya x pyh dukung. dh ilang lapar kot. pas mandikan dia, terus bagi nasi smpai berak2.. pas basuh smbung nk makan lagi... poor my bby. klaparan. huish... mcmn ni... ikutkn mls nk hntar nursery tp tpkse... d rest of d week.. dilah ade. so, dia jaga laa... tp smpai bila????? huwaaaaaaaaa...

sementara nk tnggu masa bersalin ni... menangis tak berlagu la mama ni. nmpk aje kalendar, trus rancang cari public holidays n rancang cuti smpai bulan 4. bole?? bole je...

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kisah aku gila cuti!!

since my sis jiera dh balik kg n my Balqis kn hantar nursery ni.... mmg my keje, nmpak kalendar aje rancang cuti. kalu x cuti, cari mc.. huhuhu... tp mc ku mmg betul2 mc punye, d reason is very d solid 1. demi anak tercinta, i wud do anything plus penat nak travel to KL. early in d morning had 2 wake up. masuk keje mesti 730 sbb nk balik pkol 430. if later, my journey back home will definitely accompanied by kete ribu2 lemon. kena balik ontime, had to fetch my beautiful darling.

so, dis comin' 2013 dh planned my cuti untill aidil fitri. my due date according to normal calculation will b on April 10. so, maternity leave ambek 3 bulan n plan utk ambik 1 1/2 bulan untuk cuti tanpa gaji (menyusukan anak) smpai ogos. pastu amek cuti raya. pas raya baru masuk ofis. dh start menyimpan utk tujuan itu n on april n may ni dapat kutu. so, x banyak, sikit pn jadila utk tampung idup selama 1 1/2 bulan yang gajiless itu. hubby dh approved by d way. tinggl bos je belum approve sbbnye x apply lg.. hehehe...kau ade?

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byknye kisah nk coret tp dh penat n malas... so, had to stop dulu la ye. next time when my mood mcm hari ni lagi, boleh coret2 lagi...

so, bye mr. blog. thanks for being 'there' for me.. (^_^)

n before i leave... Selamat Tahun Baru 2013 ye.. may all ur last year resolutions fulfill n tahun ni pon tercapai jgklaaaa....

Balik kg d musim banjir..

It's been a while. Been avoiding musim bnjir so, x blk kg besanya during dis time of d year.

Tp... Ya Allah, seronok! Dh lm tak berbanjir n bmain hujan. Cik Balqis was so happy. Wlopon umah papa x naek air r banjir, air tetap ade seciput. Tp yg. Seciput tu provided us enuff fun... Weeeee... Hehe..

Susah hati..

Bila si anak tercinta tersayang kurang sihat mulalah hati tak keruan, lintang pukang, gundah gulana. Jmpe doktor itu ini dgn hrpn sidia akan cepat sembuh.

Ibu mn yg x risau bila simanja kurang sihat. Dah seminggu tp tak baik2 lg, walopon nmpk improvement tp tak cukup utk hilangkan rasa tak tenteram ni. Aduhai virus2 benci sekalian, sudah2 lah. Leave my daughter alone. She did nothing wrong. Go far2 away from her. Pls let her b fine.

Duhai anak, sabarlah sayang, mama sentiasa berikhtiar utk make sure U'll b fine, free from viruses..mama sayang balqis sooo much! U gonna b alrite dear.

yup... saya masih lagi begini..

I'm at my 23rd weeks of preggy n yess... mabuk itu masih disini

n it's not going anywhere.. apepon my dua' dat it will dissapear,

hopefully tomorrow or next hour.. i wish, i hope, i planned but 

depends on Allah's will. apepon i'm happy...

i'm adjusting my life..n gosh it's hard.

i know it's going to take sumtime for me to

figure, to adapt with ev'rythings around me.

i gotta learn to accept wif open heart n play along

to make sure dat my world is going to be fine.

a mother's dilemma...

Dimulakan dengan BISMILLAH... pujian pada ALLAH SWT yang maha pengasih, maha pemurah, maha penyayang dan maha mengasihani.

Semuanya bermula when my sis got a news dat she will b transfer back to
Klate... yes.. it was a great news for her, tumpang hepi but my happiness
did not last long as jiera said she wants to balik kg jugak.

bukan tak suka malah envy them soo much!.. my current situation put me into
misery... why? sebb jiera take care balqis n when she gone, i hav to find other
alternatives. i thot i cud find sumwhere near 2 my new(yargh!bleugh!) workplace
tp... ya ALLAH soooo hard. Got a place tapi last minit kate terpakse close d premise.
why tutup? sbb MARA nak sewa d building. bullshit sunggoh! dah la diorag pnye daycare
accept anak staff je. geramnya saya! me n hubby was MARA student la!!! benci aku...
Mengalir sudah airmata....... otomatik.... sian anak aku!

Apepn, mncari tetap mncari n harapan 2 find d best place 4 my dotter will Always b my número uno priority.

Thanks 2 d world wide web. D net been very kind to me. There were some suggestions near 2 d office but when called semuanya penuh n special for their staff shj. Sedih!.

Then I decided 2 look near shah alam due 2 d startegic location which is near 2 hubby's office n otw route. Adala 2 tmpt n isyaALLAH nk p tgk tmpt tu dlu b4 agree 2 place balqis.

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ek.. smbung..... dh selamat tgk tempat tu n not bad..  hopefully my precious boleh adapt with other kids n babies.

Cik Balqis

She is 20months... Yeay...
She is adorable, beautiful, funny n smart!

She cud talk n follow instructions. She understand most of my speech n respond well. She love to sing n dance.
She know how to say ALLAH. She love azan n she knew how to raise her 2 hands for dua' n d best was her interest for solat.

She know how to make sounds especially cat, chicken, cow n bird.

These r the words dat she cud say correctly;

Papa
Mama
Air
Cicak
Jatuh
Tumpah
Yum yum
Duit
Sakit
Abang/ abe
Kakak
Tak nak / Nanak
Ubat
Nasik
Atuk
Nenek


N

These r d words dat she say but wif 'slang';

Aeroplane
Thank u

Most of the time she loves to repeat others speech n when she does it was absolutely cute!

What else, she know her face features including hands, feet, hair..

Some ppl tend to assume dat My balqis is two y.o bcos she is so smart. I am so proud of her.

To carry her for 9 month, to deliver her, to feed her, to bf her, to raise her, to teach her, to walk her, to love her, to hold her...everything bout her worth every 2nd of my time spend wif her..

Berbaloi2...

Regrets...

I dunno why... Dis time around...I hav dis syndrome which is not good at all. The syndrome of laziness r in Malay we call it as 'MALAS'.

Poor bb dat he/ she had to suffer.

Bkpe la jd gini? Huhuhu... Why oh why!?

Susu beli sj tp x minum.

Ubat2, just keep in d bag, bwk sokmo tp x consume!

Ape nk jd!?

Pls change ur attitude. U r not doing dis only for u. Tink about ur famili, they need u, especially d lil' one inside ur womb n Balqis. Their needs rely on u.

Pls b kind 2 ur body too.. Love em.. GOD give u all HIS nikmat so u shud not n never neglect them..

Insyaallah, from dis moment on, I will...

1) consume my ubats
2) consume susu
3) eat healthily
4) exercise regularly...

Bukak buku merah...

Yesterday set an appointment utk buka buku merah. Ye, baru bukak. Ms preggiekan Balqis buka ms 7 weeks preggie.

A week before went 2 clinic utk scan. Alhamdulillah, doc said my baby is healthy n very active. Relieved!

Cud not see d gender yet coz too small. I wish for a boy coz we already hav balqis. No matter d gender, my biggest concern is my baby is healthy.

My next appointment will
B on November 1st... Looking fwd 4 d appointment, excited!

siaran yg tertunda....

our 3rd anny... it was on the 22nd Sept.. sedar tak sedar, dh 3 tahun
we've been married 2 each other... 3 years of marriage, 5 years of
lovey dovey tp e know each other for 16 years now, he was my senior..

we went to Cameron Highland for our anny. never been there, so, kinda
excited lah jgk.. almost 3 hours drive from Klang, the road was like 'ular kene
palu' berselekoh n land slides were everywhere. usually aku tidak mabuk but
due to my current condition, mabuk sedikit tp tak muntah yer.... apepon
we arrived at the CH dengan selamatnya.. pastu due to not consume b'fast
we r hungry like a wolf. singgah makan jap at the food court, x sedap but do i care?
nk mabuk n in hunger r bertenaga serta ganassss sepanjang hari? of cos...

it's official, i was there, CH. hehe.. we stayed @ Hotel De la ferns which i booked
earlier via agoda. by the way, the rates cheaper wif agoda. the hotel was clean, new n
great location too. the staff was nice. yg pntg, free wifi n ade tub, wifi for hubby n tub
for my balqis...

CH ni x de la besar sgt so, we manage to go to all interesting plc there such as
rose garden, tea plantation, cactus n strawberry farm, pasar malam brinchang.
i noticed dat ppl here love steamboat. maybe sbb cuaca kat sini yg sejuk kot.
so ppl tend to choose steamboat just to warm up a bit.. i tink la...due to no good
dinner recommendation from others (search the net) we finally steamboating jgk...
okla tu, jnji perut terisi.

Esoknya.. p beli bunga n heading back to Kg. Yahuuuuuuu.... seronoknya
dpt balik kampung. missing papa, ma sooo much... terubat rindu d hati..

this is the story of me n pregnancy...

it's my 2nd. yes.. happy. perhaps everything will go smoothly just like
my 1st pregnancy.

untill today i'm at my 13 weeks of pregnancy n my due date according to above
website is on the 10th of April 2013, yup my 30th b'day. and according to dis
app in iphone, my edd will b on the 11th of April 2013. when is my actual due date,
only GOD knows. my concerns r my pregnancy n during labour, hopefully semenya
akan selamat. semoga kali ini, dipermudahkan ALLAH SWT untuk bersalin dan tiada
apa2 masalah. InsyaALLAH.

dis time around, a bit differ compare 2 previous. still mabuk2 though..my body grow
tremendously big. huhuhu... feeling more like i'm fat than preggy. compare to previous,
at this stage.. my body still in shape n no baby bum yet. but is time around, not even
baby bum pon i tink, more like buncit huhhuhuhu... makan jgn cakap, cukup selera
cuma bila berhenti makan, my saliva start to generate but x boleh telan. sudahnya, asik
meludah je.. apepon this is the 'beauty' of pregnancy that a mom shud embrace. not
complaining just sharing..org laki x de rase cenggini n some other women pon did not
experience d same. thank GOD for everything...

sum ppl said dat d best time to reveal preggy news untill 2nd trimester but not for me.
awal2 lagi peeps will notice. cannot hide, so just go on wif d symptom. it's a gud thing though...

13 Weeks Pregnant

BABY

Week 13 marks a milestone for your baby-to-be. Developmentally speaking she's no longer an embryo, but a fetus. She's looking—and acting—more and more like a baby every day. She appears to be resting because her eyelids have formed and are fused together, but her arms and legs move and twitch (although you probably can't feel it … yet). She can suck her thumb, too.

Your baby is about the size of a egg! She's growing heavier at around .5 to .8 ounces and is getting longer at about 3 inches long (crown to rump).

MOMMY

Hooray! Your morning sickness should be starting to subside, and miscarriage is less of a risk. Your second trimester will bring both relief and reality. Yes, you're really having a baby! Now that the high-risk period is over, you probably have some pregnancy announcements to make. That is, if you've been able to keep the big news a secret. And if there's a big brother or sister in the house, now is the time to let siblings know that a baby is on the way.

Time to celebrate! You've almost survived your first trimester. Some of your aches and pains may finally be disappearing. You may notice that in place of nausea you're feeling hungry—notorious pregnancy cravings often begin now. As your uterus continues to expand, chances are you're having some troubles with heartburn, indigestion, and flatulence, as well.

A Reason to Celebrate
Many women find the upcoming second trimester of their pregnancies the most enjoyable, as nuisances such as nausea give way to attractive baby bumps and enviable pregnancy glow.

Here are a few reasons why you're feeling so good:

• Disappearing nausea: Although it's not uncommon for morning sickness to linger into the second trimester, your sick days are probably coming to an end. The reason why? Your body has become accustomed to the increased hormones propelling you into baby-mode.

• Increased appetite: Now that your nausea is on the way out, it's time to enjoy food again. You may notice that your appetite grows along with your baby-to-be. Bring on the ice cream and pickles!

• Growing baby bump: Your body's changing inside and out to accommodate your developing baby. Your internal organs shift positions to make room for an expanding uterus, and your skin stretches to allow your bump to grow outward. You're finally not just feeling pregnant—you're looking pregnant, too! "Showing" is probably a relief. People are more likely to hold the door open for you, pass on a sympathetic smile, and even let you cut in line at the grocery store.

• Lessening breast tenderness: Your breasts went through a big growth spurt during your first trimester that may have left them sore and uncomfortable. They most likely will not increase in size during the second trimester (but they may fill out more); you may notice some "starter" milk or colostrum leaking out of your nipples later in the second trimester as your body readies for baby.

While some pregnancy symptoms fade with time, others don't. You'll still need to take plenty of trips to the bathroom as your growing baby-to-be puts pressure on your bladder. You're also going to continue to feel tired—unfortunately that's a constant during pregnancy—but your baby bump is still small enough that you should be able to rest comfortably. So give yourself a break and relax!

'this info is courtesy of http://www.babyzone.com/pregnancy-week-by-week/13-weeks-pregnant_70690-page-2'

Wanted to share dis too...

mekDi kedekut..!!

arini jumaat, kaloo besa2 wktu lunch, i went home but now x de mknenye...
2 1/2 hr wasted just like that.. huhuhu...

back to the original story... went to get sumthin' 2 eat. so, went to mekDi..
baru bukak katenye outlet kt sini... so... bought this lunch set mega mac set which cost me
rm14.95. tapi... kedekut pnye mekDi, smpai office bukak paperbag..
ceiss.. they gave me only 1 chilli suace n 1 tissue... gilo apo? FYI... aku ni
a 'chili sos' person... tensi jer... patutla the moment they gave me bag, feelin' like
checkin' the bag tp tak buat. sudhnye nk mkn baru tau x dok sos chili.

hampeh mu mekDi, ilang seelera aku.... ptuih...

moral of d story, trust ur instinct.. cek jerrrrr...

Tempat baru..

almost three weeks now.... tp mcm dh lame.. huhuhu... been working in new place.

transfered to CKUB / Menara Tima in KL. 

not feeling like a QS but more like admin officer. but watever it is.. 

bersyukur... 

at least i can xperience new nature of works.

just like my new boss said...dun worry, u r not going 2 be long here, 

but in d mean time just accept wat ppl had planned for u. seme org kena rasa...

apepon i'm blessed coz, during my 'mabuk' time i dun

hav to worry so much about works/ stress. so, i know GOD has 

already planned the best for me n my bb. Thankfull lagi!!!

apepon,manusia mn pnh puas ati kan?? so, these r my

'luahan perasaan' dat not really 'necessary'.. REALLY??

1. the fact dat i had to drive almost 80km a day for work.

2. the fact dat i had to face traffic jam at some situation.

3. the fact dat i cud no longer balik during my lunch hour to nurse Balqis

4. the fact dat i had to wake up sooo very early in d morning, had

    to leave my Balqis so soon.

5. the fact dat i cud no longer consume my breakfast n lunch @ home

    (huhuhu... no more saving...) i had to spend at least rm20/day for eating

    alone!!! 

6. the fact dat my fuel n toll fees r now increased to almost double...

ape lagiii???ntah, nnt pk... but dh byk ni..

apepon still ade kebaikan but i dun want to mention.. suke hatilaa...

dear GOD, 1 of my resolution for dis year is to b 'hamba yng lebih

bersyukur'... so, pls forgive me... i'm so sorry.. i'm not complaining but...

'meluah perasaan'. huhuhuhu...

1y6m..

Last Monday, balqis genap 1 1/2 tahun n the next day which yesterday, she was scheduled for a jab. Previous jabs she cud take it wif no fever but yesterday's she was not able to handle the jab. At 1st she was fine untill noon, She was like so weak n whining al d time. She keep on pointing her thigh where the jab was done. Poor baby. She was crying n crying. I put dis 'myk' to ease the pain a bit but it seems did not quite work. May be a bit. Then decided to give her ubat demam as her body temp. was arising. After the medication, she was able to smile n respond just like she used to do. Then she sleep for a few hours. I thot she's going to b ok just like before but dis time around her body surrendered.

I'm glad dat I took d day off, eventho I did not see dis comin' but I do hav an instinct. By far most n smartest move I've made. Phewww.. i was there when she needed me d most.

Perhaps the demam thingy due 2 d jab only for 1 r 2 days only... Ptg ni hopefully she's going 2 b fully recovered. Dun worry baby, u r going 2 b ok coz my Prayers always for u... Jus b strong just like u always do..

Sian cik Balqis...

Dear sayang Balqis...

Ape kaba arini? Mommy hope dat u r @ ur best condition d bwh lindungan ALLAH yg MAHA Hebat...

Mama missing u soo much.. Every min. n every second. I wonder how was ur day... Hopefully u hav a great one. So sorry dat mommy can no longer pamper u during my lunch time. It's a test dat GOD gave us n mama n u shud ambrace it dgn rela hati...

To b honest, my tears fall down automatically when I got the 'keramat pink form call'. My minds only on u n i cud not help but thinking how I'm going to live my day without u close to me. ALLAH itu MAHA pengasih n mengasihani, setiap apa yg diberi Ada hIkmah yg besar d sebaliknya, so... Mommy take a deep breath n u r even closer to me no matter where I had to go.

Sorry sayang... If I cud I wuld bring u to whereever I want to go... If I cud I dunt want 2 miss not even a glance, i want 2 watch u grow n blooming...

Sorry dear for everything....I'll try my best to make up 2 u... Mommy love u so much..

Sayang duduk elok2 ye...ptg nnt mama balik, I'll pamper u n never let u go..

updating...

Wow... Took me almost 2 months to update.. Time really am envy me.. Hehe..

Gotta make a quickie update tho..
Ramadhan had passed. Left fast 4 days due to........ During Ramadhan got 2 most shocking news n thank to ALLAH SWT for it. 1st news was I got a promotion but sadly had to transfer to KL. From 41 to 44. Then 2nd news was I'm pregnant. Thank GOD. Ramadhan Barakah yang penuh dgn rezeki buat Kami sekeluarga..

Then Syawal comes.. Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. Perhaps next year we will b able to meet with ramadhan again n next year our famili will b expand.

Dear ALLAH SWT, thank you for everything. Thank u sooooooooo much!!!

Brunei trip - July 2012

Attended PAQS 2012 dat was held in Brunei. We stayed at centrepoint hotel n the congress was held @ empire hotel.

Was a short trip but bcoz of gud time management, we manage to round Brunei eventually. Before our flight back to Malaysia, all of us cruising the Brunei river and sightseing the famous kg Ayer in there.

Mylove myvi...

It was the year 2007 n I hav no car to move around. The DU that v used was taken due to unnecessary event.

My gaji was sooo sikit n my saving was soo little too. It was my father then gave 10k for the downpayment. I was so happy that he supported me but in the end he said it was a gift for being excellence in all of my exams n last but not least for obtaining a degree. My father was the best n thanks to mom too for persuading n convincing papa 2 give 10k instead of 10% d/p.

Bcoz of both of my parents I cud drive a car... I love my myvi n it helps me a lot plus Jiera tooo.. Bcoz of her, we cud balik kg n going places. Thanx dearie.....

Now, she has gone. I had to let go of her eventho it is so hard. I'm so sorry dear, sooner or later we had to say gud bye to each other. Thanks for all memories, we will always cherish n remember u. We love u... Pls be safe n hopefully ur nu owner will take a real gud care of u.

Rindu rinduan...

Jauh d mata dekat di hati...

hey hubby... where r u...???

dont u miss me?

i miss u!!! 

pls comeback... huhuhu..

jumpa seminggu sekali...

dat's not enuff

Dear ALLAH... can i hav another 1??

Balqis is a year old ++ now. I think i'm ready for the 2nd.
But it is all depends on GOD's will. So i'm praying n hoping
dat HE granted my desire.

I missed my period n it's 10 days now.
so not ready to test yet due to my previous experience.
last time, tested so many times n the result only came out
when i was 7 week preggy. so, this time i'm testing it when
i'm at my 7 weeks. InsyaALAH!!

Xcident!

Last week on Monday march the 2nd near alam impian. Hubby involved in car xcident n luckily he was ok. Thank ALLAH swt. dat he is ok.

All bcoz of big pot hole on the road n MBSA does not patch the hole. As far as I can remember to hole was always there n it getting bigger. How can the MBSA peeps ignore the matter as it is so very dangerous n needed to b repair immedietly.

The car was so bad n sent to worksyop for repair. Poor city... We like u but sooner or later u gotta go though as u did cause us lots of trouble due ur r J!

N as for MBSA- something shud b done to wake u up!

My little angel is 1 today!!

Being xtremely busy wif big bro's wedding prep n hav less time to prepare for her b'day. So sorry baby. Dat does not mean mommy forgot ur b'day dear.

N'way, wif none in my head wat to do... This morning when woke up.. I decided dat no matter wat happens I must do something for balqis. It's her 1st b'day n eventho it's not a grand celebration, I hav 2 come out wif somethin'.

So, approach hubby n we decided to do it. Bought her a cake n off to kfc sentosa. Talk to the manager n walla! The celebration is on baby! Hehe..

That the least I cud do for u honey. Then off to jusco bkt tinggi for another treat...she was sooo happy to play n met wif other toddlers like her. Despite all the falling n bumping, dat does not slow her down. She was absolutely xcited.

Happy 1st b'day my darling Balqis Adzra. Mama n papa lov u sooo much! Be a great dotter k..