I miss u!!!!

I dunno whether d decision 2 send both of my precious back 2 my hometown is good r bad..

My instinct tell me dat they'r doin' fine...
They'll be better there compare to here.
I'm not a good mother to them....but I do love them so very much...

I love my dotters soo much that I had to decide wat best for both of them... Due to latest circumstances, I have to...

Balqis n Zara my love... Mama love u so very much. I will be back every weekend for both of u until the day of the great news arrive... I will b back for good n we will never be apart from each other again... Mama will never leave u...

Both of u b good okay.... Mama knows dat u guys will. Both of u r d greatest that ever happen to me. ALLAH's greatest gift, heaven's sent....

Tunggu mama ye sayang... Mama rindukn kamu berdua sgt2..... Jgn nakal2 ye... Nanti kt semua akn kembali brsama semula... In shaa ALLAH...

Love n hugs n kisses,
Mama

Aidilfitri 2014

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri from Us the family... Farid+Siti+Balqis+Zara (hopefully more additional)

May ALLAH SWT bless us always n forever wif a lot of loves, honesty, pureness, trust n all d good things an may all the bad things will go far far away n never comeback to our lives ever again...

Happy anniversary to both of us..Farid n Ct 4th of Syawal....

Last?

This could b our last
Can u promise to make it the best?
The most memorable 1 for us...
I will not demand anything...
It's all up to you..
Only u can decide..
I'm powerless..

Warranty

I need a warranty, guarantee...
Not only for appliances r goods but
for my life....
For the sake of so many people's future...
I refuse to take all d blame..
So, as for my own satisfactions n ALLAH I will try to hold on until the end r till I can...

Hopefully d day will come sooner than I thought and everything between n about us will definitely b fine again...I know ALLAH always with me... He knew my strength n he knew my limits... This matters will come to it closure when HE say so.... In shaa ALLAH...
Hope for the best for us....

Palestine di serang lagi...

Luluh hati.... Hancur berkecai....
I could not watch....
I just can bear only to read bout the news....

Why r u so mean? Where r ur humanity huh?
U may have ur bullets, guns, high tech weapons but u must remember we have ALLAH SWT...
U may think u r the greatest now but just don't forget that ALLAH is beyond everything....

I hate u n all of ur roots... May all of u rot in hell!

Palestine u will b free... One day... Sooner.... In shaa ALLAH

Ramadhan..

It's here again n Alhamdulillah with HIS will....
i still get to b part of it..

Hoping for the 'barkah' this holy month of Ramadhan..
pray dat ALLAH will bless me always n hope
that all of my recent n current casualties will end and
bring me the greatest closure so dat i could breath
easily....

i've learn my mistake and i will not repeat..
Dear ALLAH... pls forgive me...
i want to start a new life... i want to leave all
the bads behind me and i hope it gone forever
till the end of time.

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menangis!!!!!!!!!