wordless wednesday

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Kakak Balqis

Sicomel saya sudah besar ;-). She is 2 1/2 yrs...

reality kehidupan..

Alhamdulillah.... last julay gaji naik lagi..
syukur padamu ya ALLAH..
tapi belum merasa sebab cuti tnpa gaji...
anak2 kecil perlu dijaga, tiada penjaga so, kena cutila..
seronok gile cuti... kalau duit ade berpikul2..
mau je sambung cuti..

dah sebulan stat keje tapi last pay day, i didnt get paid pon..
besalaaa... kalau nk potong mmg cepat je...
bile nak bagi tu ehemm... slo n steady... huh..
nasib ade baki lagi utk spent, tu pon abis sgale di korek..
bak kate ore klate 'abis sgale mok nike nye korek'
hmmm besala tu...

susahnye kije jauh....bangun pagi2 is not a problem to me...
suke je sbb Subuh dpt perform awal waktu...
yang tak suke... had to leave my daughters so very early
in the moring... had to amek WP1, kalau masuk lmbt pon sm juge, kn
kuar awal. if not.. jalan is JEM!... x bergerak la jwbnye...
so, awai is d best option for me.

awai2 kluar ape pekdahnye? 1 je pekdahnye.. boleh elak jem so,
smpai ofis of cos awai jgkla. sometimes before 7 dah trcongok kt ofis
hmmmm...kpale ingat anak2....sian pagi2 dh kn tggl.

awai2 kuar, ape hampehnye?? ui... yg plg nyate...
anak dh kn tinggl awal2 pagi...nursery pn x bukak lagi mase aku kuar umah..
nak top up touchNgo pon x bley sbb lane tambah nilai x bukak pon lagi,
same jgknye ngan stesen myk pn x bk lgi kaunter untk to up.., dh la kn charge if nk top up
ui... sedih kan...

dulu kije dekat, heaven.. sronok je... skang ni, TOLol dah satu... sbulan x sah kalu tak top up 160 hengget, tu nk p balik keje je. kalau wiken nk kn kuar umah, kn tambah top up lagi TnG tu.
minyak pon 1 hal, elok2 je di bwh paras 2.00, naik lagi... naik lagi, lagi lagi naik... yg tak naik aritu pon dh 400 hengget sbulan, ni yang naik ni... sah2 tambah lagi... tu nk g balik keje je. dh kalu kn g tempat2 len? do the math la org putih kate...

same je la gaji naik ke tak, bagi pastu amek balik... elok benor la tu...org kate mcm tak ikhlas nak bagi... kan senang kalau tak yah bagi terus tp x yah naikkan harga ape2 barang yang tak patut naik...
myk naik, gula naik... barang2 lain yg tak di kontrol pon turut naik... naik plok of kos laaa x masuk akal.

sekarang ni sengkek siket, sbb last gaji x masuk. tu yg bebel x tentu hala ni... huhuhu... tgh tggu gaji masuk in 7 days. nak bayar utang yang dh tertunggak, hei... pantang aku x bayar utang... doesn't feel like myself langsung... apepon, akanku settle once gaji masuk. skelip mata aku bayor.. i promise to myself... nk byr la ni takut x cukup, balance duit yg ade la ni... cukup2 utk makan n emergency if any for the next 7 days.. ya ALLAH permudahkanlah urusan hamba Mu ini...

adekah aku d golongkan dalam golongan yg x bersyukur?? i dont think so...

Rindu anak-anak

Cik Zara

 

 

Cik Balqis dgn belletnye

 

cik balqis lompat2, panjat2

 

"Sayang zara" kata Balqis smbil cium2 zara.. cik zara dh rimas

 

From Balqis to zara to?...... the list will go on.. In Shaa ALLAH

 

Hepi naik congek cakdung :)

 

Both mama's precious. wait for mama k. after work mama

will come back to both of u..

owh... both of u... get well soon k..

love from mama...

muah2, hugs n kisess...

Orang ini penipu BESAR!! - BEWARE of this man...

Dengan nama ALLAH yang Maha Pemurah, Pengasih & Mengasihani...

I have to share this... permudahkan ceritaku supaya

others will know and aware of this matter.

n

This has to stop..

 

~~~~~~

 

i was desperate for a babysitter. my 5 months leave was about

to end. been looking for the right place, right day care, right person

to take care of my babies (5 months old n 2 years old).

then... he came to me via a msg. 1st i ignored him but when time

goes by n i still got nobody to rely to help me taking care both of my

beautiful daughter. Then, came the 2nd... i took sometimes to re-think

n think again whether my move is rite r not. after a whole bunch of

thinking n thinking, discussing n discussing wif my hubby n my family...

i decided to respond him.

i was desperate.... i googled his name, but none appears about him..

i do not know whether he is a good man or not... whether he is a liar or not...

CON man or not....

i contacted him... he introduced him as Pak IMRON GHAZALI from Mataram, Lombok,

Indonesia. he can help me solved my problems as he supply maid from

Lombok. He sounded very good, very honest n very convincing as we spoke several times

via the phone. he email me bios of all the possible maids and said that i can

choose the 1 that i think the best. He gave me 6 candidates that goes by these names:-

1. Nurjannah

 

 

2. Ria

 

 

 

 

3. Mariana

 

 

 

 

4. Kartini

 

 

 

 

5.  Zakiah

 

 

 

 

 

6. Hurniati

 

 

 

 

 

and last but not least the bad, ugliest person behind all this syndicate is..

Pak Imron Ghazali himself

 

 

During our conversation i do feel a bit awkward n keep on questioning myself

whether i made a rite decision or not. my feeling uncertain but my desperado for a maid overtaken

my sanity. yeah u can call me stupid, but people do

made mistake and at that time... was desperate especially when i had

to think about my daughters. pasal anak2 i lost my sanity... really... i do, that is my

weakness..my babies is my life, they mean the whole universe to me... 

 

to make even more convincing, he called me and wanted me

to interview the candidates. i've chosen a girl name RIA. she was my age, widow with

a son. quite pious as in the bio said she read QURAN. plus she was a maid working at

Saudi Arabia before. everything was well planned. Me and Ria had a short conversation

coz that ugly Imron called me while i was frying some kerepok lekor.

 

these were the phone # used by this man to contact me;

 

1.   +6281917802788

 

2.   +6281907211155

 

 

short story - to get the maid i had to pay all-in cost for RM2700.00, salary rm550, 3 months warranty and 2 years working contract. ria will arrives at my request. i had to pay upfront rm1000 for air ticket and administration cost. i transefered the money via western union. after the transaction he contacted me. the 3rd day after the transaction i didn't recieve any confirmation emails regarding flight schedule as promised. i msg n called him but he did not answer.. few times but still no answer. untill today he did not respond.

 

that time, i knew it was a scammed. he lied to me, to ALLAH SWT. a thousand ringgit might not sound so much to you but for me it was a lot. i could buy 8 months diapers supply for both of my daughter. i do regrets coz i do take some precautions. i googled but none about him. hopefully with this entry, i could save other desperate parents from this crazy man, imron ghazali. please peeps do learn from my mistakes. let me be the last not u.

 

if you are a malaysian, or anybody from any part of this world... pls BEWARE of this man and their gangs..

if you are indonesian, and u meet this guy, please bring him to the authority, let justice speak for him. don't let him bring shame to ur country. a man like him does not belong to your country or any part of this universe.

if you r indonesian's authority, please find this man before he distract n messing

other's life...

 

 Please stop this man!

 

don't repeat my mistake..

 

jangan beri peluang...

kegiatan ini perlu dihalang!

 

 

 

SiFar 4th Anniversary... ~feeling loveee~

Alhamdulillah, after all these years of ups n downs... d day come again...

Selamat Ulang Tahun Perkahwinan Yang Ke-4 suamiku sayang...

hope for more years to come...

I love u so Much mr Hubby... yes u.. en. Mohd Farid Abdul Razak...

my heart n soul, my lover, my all!...

Jgn pernah berubah ye sayang!

A dedication......

Dear ALLAH SWT, pls grant her a place among ur beloved...

pls bless her

place her in Ur JANNAH....

 

U Know who is She... PLS my GOD, only from U i seek d best for her

 

 

days without her.....missing, painful...

 

"so soon - Maher Zain"

 

Every time I close my eyes I see you in front of me
I still can hear your voice calling out my name
And I remember all the stories you told me
I miss the time you were around [x2]
But I’m so grateful for every moment I spent with you
‘Cause I know life won’t last forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon

Night and day, I still feel you are close to me
And I remember you in every prayer that I make
Every single day may you be shaded by His mercy
But life is not the same, and it will never be the same
But I’m so thankful for every memory I shared with you
‘Cause I know this life is not forever

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone

There were days when I had no strength to go on
I felt so weak and I just couldn’t help asking: “Why?”
But I got through all the pain when I truly accepted
That to God we all belong, and to Him we’ll return, ooh

You went so soon, so soon
You left so soon, so soon
I have to move on ’cause I know it’s been too long
I’ve got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong
I’ll try to take it all, even though it’s so hard
I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone
Gone so soon