Hppy Bday Papa n Balqis

Happy Bday to my most beloved person in da whole world...

Semoga ALLAH mlindungi kamu berdua demi kebahagian kita sekeluarga..

due to unfortunate event....

tpaksa delayed celebration...

tapi wish tetap wish... 

Today mama bought sate n cakes for both of u..

esok last day mama keje before a long maternity leave

walapon x sberapa hope both of u like it... 

i love u both sooo much...

Misi mencari hadiah...

she's about to turn two. plan to throw a b'day bash for her but due to my condition at d time (yup tgh sarat n takut tak larat hopefully masih gagah perkasa though (^_^)) had to reconsider. then i tink it wud b better if i save d money for d partayy but spend it on her b'day prezzie....

thinking to buy a slide n swing indoor playgroud since she love to slide n swing... mahal juga ya but i try my best to find d best d in town but still not soo heavy for my pocket n not so low in quality n most important safety first!.... got to pick d best for her, no compromise.. yg pntg anak mama suka n puas hati... that way mom can deliver ur bb bro/sis dgn sng hati....

sabau ye anakanda yg terchenta... ur need is always my 1st priority..

Plan.. Plan.. Plan... Work.. Work.. Work..

Compare planning to work... currently both r my priority. My due date is comin' and my boss started to gimme some major task which is not actually QS task ponn... so, no full excitement of working but had to deal with it no matter what though. 

Had to settle everything before my long leave. so dat my boss x de la ade rase benci r mnyampah... i dun like knowing dat ada ppl yg x puas hati wif me. it make me feel awful n dissapointed. so, hopefully i'm able to handle every task given before my leave dis comin' April. 

planning for my maternity leave...

planning for my Balqis

planning for my baby

and..

office planning!.. aduss.. 

pls get things on track n make sure it's done!

Aduhai..

Mengeluh.. Si anak tetibe got sumthin' on her face. 1st gatal2 kt bdn n alhamdulillah wif d help of calamine lotion n myk mok cik n of coz GOD's will the itchy hilang. Tp menda lain yg gnti.. Aduh, geram. Sian muka si comel sy. Btampuk2 ngan kesan2 yg x cntik tu. Smpai dia sdri pn x sggp nk tgk cermin.

Dh jmpe doc yesterday n since that, never fail, keep on applying d cream. Mtk2 sgt2 agar sakit2, merah2, gatal2 tu hilang terutamanya d muka.

InsyaALLAH sy pasti esok luse merah2 n gatal2 tu hilang. Spotless! Aminnnnnnnnn... Tolongla ya ALLAH!


08 Jan. 2013

Dilah wasn't around to take care Balqis coz she got to face her final paper n my hubby was away for work in Hanoi. I was not able to send Balqis to d nursery. so, i planned to c a specialist due 2 Balqis condition. eventhough her face getting better, her body develop rough, redden n itchy skin. it fret me a lot.

i went to dr. KO skin specialist. the doc said dat my daugthter got eczema. ye ke? aku x setuju tu bcoz eczema is 'uncureable'.. he ask me bout Balqis's rashes history...balqis x dak major skin issue pn.. cuma ms bby sbb misi x mndikan dia b4 discharge n cuaca pn pns di hosp. mase tu. tp skejap je, dengan izin ALLAH, dia sembuh. moral of d story~ aku x pcaya dat is eczema..period!.

d doc gave balqis a cream, 3 syrups for allergy, itchy n vitamin... N after few days in d medication, Alhamdulillah improvement sgt2lah memberangsangkan especially tang muka. di bdn still ade, doc ade suggested utk apply bby lotion. dia offer lotion dia which is sbotol kecil dgn harga RM80.. wow! aku tolak dgn baik instead i told him dat i prefer sebamead lotion which was later he approved coz the lotion pn elok utk balqis too tp x lah too pricey mcm 1st suggestion dia...

TenQ, bersyukur sgt pd ALLAH sbb sembuhkan cik Balqis kesayangan saya!!

~Selamat Tahun Baru 2013~

Yea.. dh masuk 2013 so, slamat tahun baru mr. blog. hope u r fine n sorry dat u hav to bear wif my bablin' lagik... hehehe... so, amacm? how was ur nu year?

Mine... saat2 akhir, since my Balqis suka tgk fireworks... ajak hubby utk cari the nearest, the most happening fireworks... n he brought us 2 d i city. kami kuar near to 11 pm n jem tuuuu... both road shoulder of fed hiway penuh parking. as we got nearer to i city the clock almost 12. and when the clock turn to 12, we were still in d car n cud not find d best spot 2 park. viewed d fireworks from d car n Balqis yg at the mo was sleeping... i woke her up n she get xcited 2 watch d fireworks in d air. so, smpaila jgk hajat mama bwk cik Balqis tgk fireworks n abes fireworks kami balik n same jgk, tempuh jem lagi. konon nk lepak bistro pekena kopi, tp tutup. so, kami singgah ngeteh d sikin je..Balqis sambung tido....

dat's all our nu year's eve activity.

so, looking back to what 2012 brought me / us....

Jan - Feb

1 - Bz prepared for ijad's solemnisation which took place in Benta, Pahang. 

2 - Cik Balqis dah 10 - 11 months n she cud walk... officially

3 - Papa traded nissan vannette for Proton Saga FLX SE n i'm d guarantor

Mac 

1 - Ijad's Kenduri Kesyukuran @ Kampungku sayang. Eventually my abe long smpai jodohnya... alhamdulillah. 

2 - my sis Ita tranfered to Kelantan... gud for her, envy her but it's d beginning of my nightmare??? Ya ALLAH, permudahkanlah...

3 - my mom jatuh sakit approximately after 2 weeks d wedding took place.

4 - Balqis is a year on 17th n celebrate her bday d KFC sentosa je... n hubby is 30 on 13th

April

1 - Mom is still sick... :(

2 - I turn 29

3 - Jiera decided to balik kampung for gud.. to take care mom n uppy smpai bulan Nov. ni je akan stay d klang ni huuhu...... sian Cik Balqis

4 - I want to get pregnant

Mei

1 - My mom is still sick :( - Mother's Day. Love my mom everyday!

2 - I still want to get pregnant

3 - In review umah Alam Prima.

Jun

1 - letting go My love myvi for preve.

2 - Dapat kunci rumah Alam Prima.

3 - Mom's getting better :) .. Alhamdulillah. 

4 - I want to get pregnant

5 - Father's day - Love my papa everyday!

Julai

Welcoming Ramadhan

1 - Trip to Brunei

2 - I want to get pregnant. Period is late :)

3 - Got denda n Raya Sakan hehehe..

Ogos

Welcoming Syawal

1 - Promoted to J44 :) tp transfered to KL :(.. benci!

2 - Hubby resign APM

3 - Officially preggy :)

4 - Mencari babysitter for my Balqis :(

5 - Settling hal umah AP
6 - Got d news dat my latest SIL (abe long's wifey) - Nurul keguguran.. x de rezeki.. pray d best for her

September

1 - Start working di KL... :(

2 - Settling hal rumah di AP

3 - Mencari babysitter for my Balqis :(

4 - 3rd Anniversary di Cameron Highlands

Oktober

1 - Salam AidilAdha

2 - 1st bby scan n Bukak buku merah

3 - Rumah AP dah beres. cun n cantik. ready to be rented out.

4 - Jumpa babysitter for my Balqis :(
5 - Nurul (SIL) dah preggy balik. her due date is 1 1/2 month later than me. mine is early april while hers will b in late Mei.. Hopefully yang ni selamat sehinggalah sampai bersalin nnti. Congrats 2 both of u.

November

1 - Rumah AP dapat penyewa... yeay... less burden for monthly installment.. saving!

2.  Mencari babysitter for my Balqis :( semula sbb yang asal x jadi huhhuhu n akhirnya jumpa jgk tp d area shah alam.. huhuhu...

3. Hubby dapat keje di TBU..TAHNIAH! tp ya ALLAH bznye... sian kami..

4 - Proses pindah barang dari no.17 ke no.2A sbb my sis dh nk balik kg :(

5 - GAZA is under attack!!Boycott Boikot Israel - Starbucks, McD, Loreal, Maybelline, Bodyshop n more... d list will go on

Disember

1 - Jiera n anak-anak sis ita balik kg. for gud.

2 - Balqis was officially sent to bbysitter. sedih. huhuhu...

3 - Funded utk extra room di kampung...

4 - Officially pindah masuk rumah no.2A 

5 - Proses kosongkan rumah No.17 n pindahkn barang to rumah no.2A. so penat huhuhu... n @ 31st Dec. kami berjaya mengosongkan rumah tu n siap cuci lagi.. yeay! we made d house owner terharu... 

6 - Kelantan banjir but alhamdulillah, our Kampung not affected.

Ada lagi ke??? ntah... x igt but i'll update once my brain kembali mengingati....bye2 2012. so many unexpected things, bad, good, best... semuanya dah jadi sejarah anyway...hope dat 2013 will bring us more good n best things. InsyaALLAH. here r a sneak peek to what will happend to my life dis comin' 2013. yg aku tahu je le... yg tatau.. kn wait n c..

2013

1 - I'm about to welcome my second. Congrats Balqis for becoming an older sister. hopefully she'll b d best sister ever!!! 

2 - Hopefully dapat confirm J44.

3 - Mahu cuti rehat yang panjang bermula April sempena..... maternity leave n planning for cuti tanpa gaji for 1 1/2 r 2 months smpai aidilfitri utk take care both of my precious n spend more time wif my mom, papa n famili @ kampung. Start saving dah ni.. yeah... 

4 - Hope hubby pn cepat2 confirm then bley mtk raise lagi plus a year bonus utk tahun depan for all his hardworks n cepat2 jgk naik pangkat.. aminnnn..

5 - Nak bukakn company sdr utk meniaga.. mebbe join venture ngan jiera... full operated by jiera...

6 - Praying d best for my sister jiera. semuga ALLAH pemudahkan semua urusannya. 

7 - MENGUNDI / VOTE - Malaysia's 13th General Election. My 2nd time to cast a vote.... 

8 - Planning for Balqis bday bash tp kena tgk bajet dlu...

9 - Dis comin' chinese nu year - Kenduri Kesyukuran (lenggang perut). 

10 - Hopefully not 1 but more of my siblings jumpa jodoh d tahun ni... InsyaALLAH.. aminnnn

11 - Uppy sembuh!

lagiii? ade kot nnti tmbh n tambah.....

apepon i'm planning but ALLAH knows what best for me n for us. InsyaALLAH dengan izin-NYA yang Maha Pengasih, Pemurah, Mengasihani, Penyayang semuanya tak mustahil..

Thanks bloggie for listening. next time kita jmpe lagi k.. lap u.. hahaha coz reserve my 'love u' to my famili laaa... hehehe..

titleless lagi...

kisah preggy

semalam, yes.. yesterday was my check up @25weeks. so, kena sejarum n untill dis moment d pain is still hangin' on my left shoulder. My next visit for 28weeks was scheduled on this comin' 16th jan and dis time wif doctor... so, as for the prep i had to scan my tummy.

Tadi konon decide nk try wat scan 3d n make a few calls utk tanye...sbb cost dia dh naik.. range between 150 - 180... i decided to buat 2d je la... baik aku simpn duit utk bb n Balqis n myself... ye la kan,

during my maternity and nak sambut org baru ni laaaaaaaaaaaaaagii byk guna duit, so save dlu for later.. lagipn skang tgh wat bilik kat kg. so, kena berjimat?? nmpk cam tak pndai bejimat huhuhuhu...

sbenarnya scanned last week sbb eager to know d gender. frust juga bila doc said it's going to b a girl. ye la sbb b4 dis all d sign (yup! sign only) mengarah kepada bb boy iaitu 1) my mom's dream, 2) mabuk yang lain macam, 3) previous scan (masa 5 month) said it's a boy nope a girl nope a boy nope a girl.., 4) hubby's mak cik yg ade ilmu kebidanan said it as if i carry a boy, 5) sgt2laa active!

Nak percaya ngan latest doc opinion? i choose 50/50. 100% hanya kepada ALLAH!..

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kisah bilik baru!

Last time ms balik kg which is early dis week, tgk bilik mcm dh nak siap. sgt skejap these peeps wat keje, asalkan duit n brg ade, anything possible. in 2 - 3 weeks time, bumbung dah naik, siap ngan ceiling. Alhamdulillah.

rase x sabar nk brsalin n use d new room. the newly build extension has 2 rooms,1 bath+toilet and a passage which connected the main house n the guest house. the guest house was build in 2009 (masa tu aku nk kawen) n consist of 2 new room, a pantry, a living room, 2 toilets and 1 bath. during d time untill dis moment memasing klu bley x nak dok c2, isolated alasannya. memula masa siap, brebut tp lelame masing2 x nak. so, dgn tersmbgnya d 2 houses, every1 hepi... yeah..suka hati.... x sbr nk tnggu d extension/connector siap. bliss! Rasenye, balik dis comin' cuti mauludurrasul, mesti dh siap. hehehe.. sabau je la kan

my mom pn xcited sama....hehe... owh she was the architect yg x bertauliah tu..n d mastermind was... me! yeah me n wif d support of my siblings... n... funded by me, mom n papa! yeah.. me! so, confirm i got d new n spacious room... hehehe. mcm2 dh in my head mcmn nk mekap d room...kui..kui..siap intai2 website ikea lg katako....

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kisah pindah rumah

b4 diss i do mention bout my sister dh balik kg n going 2 stay there for good. n her rumah, tidak elok d biarkn kosong.

so, dpd menyewa... me n hubby n sis n bil, decided dat it's best for us to move in. lagipn mmg aku dudok umah tu since 2005 smpai kawen tp tpkse pindh sbb anak2 buah yg smakin mmbesar mnjadi anak dara sunti plus me myself pon was about 2 welcome a new famili member at d time kan..

so, we move 2 d next door. n rite dis moment, most of our belonging dah msuk umah sis n dis month is d last month kami rent d house. there r few things yg masih ade d sana such as my bajus, hubby's bajus, rak besi, households yg kecik2, brg2 Balqis when she's a bby, towel racks n ade laaa.... apepn its need 2 b clear b4 1 Jan 2013.

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kisah hubby n keje baru

owh.. hepi dat hubby dh dpt tukar keje ke Shah Alam. he's a TBU staff now n d office d seksyen 15 jer.. dekat... sygnye aku yg kn transfer to KL. if x naik pgkat, aku x kn kuar dr JKR Sel tp itula rezeki aku so, had to accept wif open hearts.

Ya ALLAH, bznye dia. weekdays mmg keje tp balik lmbat, d latest yg pnh dia balik was @ 1am!, weekends (both sunday n saturday) keje jugak n worst.. public holidays pon keje jgk n fyi, bukan halfday ye, full day kn keje... aduss.. sian cik Balqis. ye la, sminggu sekali kn la reward dia, bwk g main2.

Apepon, we have 2 deal wif dis jgk.... dis is 1 off d reason pasai pe umah sewa lmbt dpt dikosongkan.

td sms, katanye short notice, dis next saturday (6th Jan) dia nk ke hanoi. ade training for a week. duh! Cik Balqis aku cmno?? Nak itoot! huhuhu...

papepon i support u my bebeh!!

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kisah Cik Balqis d nursery

mama kisah sgt hantar cik Balqis ke nursery. sgt2 kisah okayy.. tp sbb HAVE TO, mama gagahkan perasaan ni utk letak jgk cik Balqis d situ.

tugas mghantar sidia merupakn tgjwb hubby, smentara tugas mengambil/ menyelamatkan sidia adalah tugasku...

pantang, if cik lah atau cik ra ade, mama x hingin antar Balqis kat nursery....hati ibu mn tak risau kannnnn...

luluh hati ni ev'rytime g amik Balqis. asik lapar je budak tu... 1st day antar, she's ok.. hubby said dia nangis at 1st tp nk tanak kn tnggl jgk. so, called bs to check on her. bdk bs tu kata balqis dh ok, kejap je nangis. lega kejap. 2nd day, mase nk amik nangis la plak cik Balqis ni. n 3rd day, bs kate... stiap kali bnyi enjin kete, dia nangis n panggil mama... aduhai... sian kamu sayang...

hari ke 4, sayang saya dh start tak sihat. batuk, selsema, muntah (masa g wat spot cek d nursery tu a day b4, mmg tgk ade bdk2 yg x sihat n dlm ati tdetik kate mesti ank aku kn ni - huhuhu, tu la spe soh pk yg bkn2, now sidia dh kena) decided to look after her by myself. so, doc bg. sy mc.. n d rest of d weeks smada i got mc ataupun dilah jaga. luckily my sis dilah x de kelas. the next week plak, my sis jiera dtg Klang for a week. so, dia jaga Balqis. Alhamdulillah, the next week balik kg n sakit2 dia pn dh sembuh... Thank u ALLAH.. hilang 1 kerisauan. ye la, if balqis sick, x kn la nk bg tggjwb dkt bs utk bg dia ubat. sure x nk pnye...Lagi pn smenjak 2 menjak ni cik Balqis ssh nk mkn ubat.. huhuhu...

last wednesday, nak tanak kn hantar Balqis lg ke nursery (dlm hati, tuhan sj yg tahu - tp bersykur sbb sidia dh sembuh)... n d bs dh tukar org. bs lame dpt smbg blaja. mase ambik, Balqis nangis. masuk kete, trus cari makanan. aduhai, kbulur rupanya anak aku.. ade la kacang utk dia nyum2 skejap. blom smpai umah, dh nak susu. so, bf while driving huhuhuhu... smpai umah x nak turun, nk dukung aje. bagi susu n biskut to alas perut cik balqis, akhirnya x pyh dukung. dh ilang lapar kot. pas mandikan dia, terus bagi nasi smpai berak2.. pas basuh smbung nk makan lagi... poor my bby. klaparan. huish... mcmn ni... ikutkn mls nk hntar nursery tp tpkse... d rest of d week.. dilah ade. so, dia jaga laa... tp smpai bila????? huwaaaaaaaaa...

sementara nk tnggu masa bersalin ni... menangis tak berlagu la mama ni. nmpk aje kalendar, trus rancang cari public holidays n rancang cuti smpai bulan 4. bole?? bole je...

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kisah aku gila cuti!!

since my sis jiera dh balik kg n my Balqis kn hantar nursery ni.... mmg my keje, nmpak kalendar aje rancang cuti. kalu x cuti, cari mc.. huhuhu... tp mc ku mmg betul2 mc punye, d reason is very d solid 1. demi anak tercinta, i wud do anything plus penat nak travel to KL. early in d morning had 2 wake up. masuk keje mesti 730 sbb nk balik pkol 430. if later, my journey back home will definitely accompanied by kete ribu2 lemon. kena balik ontime, had to fetch my beautiful darling.

so, dis comin' 2013 dh planned my cuti untill aidil fitri. my due date according to normal calculation will b on April 10. so, maternity leave ambek 3 bulan n plan utk ambik 1 1/2 bulan untuk cuti tanpa gaji (menyusukan anak) smpai ogos. pastu amek cuti raya. pas raya baru masuk ofis. dh start menyimpan utk tujuan itu n on april n may ni dapat kutu. so, x banyak, sikit pn jadila utk tampung idup selama 1 1/2 bulan yang gajiless itu. hubby dh approved by d way. tinggl bos je belum approve sbbnye x apply lg.. hehehe...kau ade?

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byknye kisah nk coret tp dh penat n malas... so, had to stop dulu la ye. next time when my mood mcm hari ni lagi, boleh coret2 lagi...

so, bye mr. blog. thanks for being 'there' for me.. (^_^)

n before i leave... Selamat Tahun Baru 2013 ye.. may all ur last year resolutions fulfill n tahun ni pon tercapai jgklaaaa....

Balik kg d musim banjir..

It's been a while. Been avoiding musim bnjir so, x blk kg besanya during dis time of d year.

Tp... Ya Allah, seronok! Dh lm tak berbanjir n bmain hujan. Cik Balqis was so happy. Wlopon umah papa x naek air r banjir, air tetap ade seciput. Tp yg. Seciput tu provided us enuff fun... Weeeee... Hehe..