Susah hati..

Bila si anak tercinta tersayang kurang sihat mulalah hati tak keruan, lintang pukang, gundah gulana. Jmpe doktor itu ini dgn hrpn sidia akan cepat sembuh.

Ibu mn yg x risau bila simanja kurang sihat. Dah seminggu tp tak baik2 lg, walopon nmpk improvement tp tak cukup utk hilangkan rasa tak tenteram ni. Aduhai virus2 benci sekalian, sudah2 lah. Leave my daughter alone. She did nothing wrong. Go far2 away from her. Pls let her b fine.

Duhai anak, sabarlah sayang, mama sentiasa berikhtiar utk make sure U'll b fine, free from viruses..mama sayang balqis sooo much! U gonna b alrite dear.

yup... saya masih lagi begini..

I'm at my 23rd weeks of preggy n yess... mabuk itu masih disini

n it's not going anywhere.. apepon my dua' dat it will dissapear,

hopefully tomorrow or next hour.. i wish, i hope, i planned but 

depends on Allah's will. apepon i'm happy...

i'm adjusting my life..n gosh it's hard.

i know it's going to take sumtime for me to

figure, to adapt with ev'rythings around me.

i gotta learn to accept wif open heart n play along

to make sure dat my world is going to be fine.

a mother's dilemma...

Dimulakan dengan BISMILLAH... pujian pada ALLAH SWT yang maha pengasih, maha pemurah, maha penyayang dan maha mengasihani.

Semuanya bermula when my sis got a news dat she will b transfer back to
Klate... yes.. it was a great news for her, tumpang hepi but my happiness
did not last long as jiera said she wants to balik kg jugak.

bukan tak suka malah envy them soo much!.. my current situation put me into
misery... why? sebb jiera take care balqis n when she gone, i hav to find other
alternatives. i thot i cud find sumwhere near 2 my new(yargh!bleugh!) workplace
tp... ya ALLAH soooo hard. Got a place tapi last minit kate terpakse close d premise.
why tutup? sbb MARA nak sewa d building. bullshit sunggoh! dah la diorag pnye daycare
accept anak staff je. geramnya saya! me n hubby was MARA student la!!! benci aku...
Mengalir sudah airmata....... otomatik.... sian anak aku!

Apepn, mncari tetap mncari n harapan 2 find d best place 4 my dotter will Always b my número uno priority.

Thanks 2 d world wide web. D net been very kind to me. There were some suggestions near 2 d office but when called semuanya penuh n special for their staff shj. Sedih!.

Then I decided 2 look near shah alam due 2 d startegic location which is near 2 hubby's office n otw route. Adala 2 tmpt n isyaALLAH nk p tgk tmpt tu dlu b4 agree 2 place balqis.

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ek.. smbung..... dh selamat tgk tempat tu n not bad..  hopefully my precious boleh adapt with other kids n babies.

Cik Balqis

She is 20months... Yeay...
She is adorable, beautiful, funny n smart!

She cud talk n follow instructions. She understand most of my speech n respond well. She love to sing n dance.
She know how to say ALLAH. She love azan n she knew how to raise her 2 hands for dua' n d best was her interest for solat.

She know how to make sounds especially cat, chicken, cow n bird.

These r the words dat she cud say correctly;

Papa
Mama
Air
Cicak
Jatuh
Tumpah
Yum yum
Duit
Sakit
Abang/ abe
Kakak
Tak nak / Nanak
Ubat
Nasik
Atuk
Nenek


N

These r d words dat she say but wif 'slang';

Aeroplane
Thank u

Most of the time she loves to repeat others speech n when she does it was absolutely cute!

What else, she know her face features including hands, feet, hair..

Some ppl tend to assume dat My balqis is two y.o bcos she is so smart. I am so proud of her.

To carry her for 9 month, to deliver her, to feed her, to bf her, to raise her, to teach her, to walk her, to love her, to hold her...everything bout her worth every 2nd of my time spend wif her..

Berbaloi2...

Regrets...

I dunno why... Dis time around...I hav dis syndrome which is not good at all. The syndrome of laziness r in Malay we call it as 'MALAS'.

Poor bb dat he/ she had to suffer.

Bkpe la jd gini? Huhuhu... Why oh why!?

Susu beli sj tp x minum.

Ubat2, just keep in d bag, bwk sokmo tp x consume!

Ape nk jd!?

Pls change ur attitude. U r not doing dis only for u. Tink about ur famili, they need u, especially d lil' one inside ur womb n Balqis. Their needs rely on u.

Pls b kind 2 ur body too.. Love em.. GOD give u all HIS nikmat so u shud not n never neglect them..

Insyaallah, from dis moment on, I will...

1) consume my ubats
2) consume susu
3) eat healthily
4) exercise regularly...

Bukak buku merah...

Yesterday set an appointment utk buka buku merah. Ye, baru bukak. Ms preggiekan Balqis buka ms 7 weeks preggie.

A week before went 2 clinic utk scan. Alhamdulillah, doc said my baby is healthy n very active. Relieved!

Cud not see d gender yet coz too small. I wish for a boy coz we already hav balqis. No matter d gender, my biggest concern is my baby is healthy.

My next appointment will
B on November 1st... Looking fwd 4 d appointment, excited!

siaran yg tertunda....

our 3rd anny... it was on the 22nd Sept.. sedar tak sedar, dh 3 tahun
we've been married 2 each other... 3 years of marriage, 5 years of
lovey dovey tp e know each other for 16 years now, he was my senior..

we went to Cameron Highland for our anny. never been there, so, kinda
excited lah jgk.. almost 3 hours drive from Klang, the road was like 'ular kene
palu' berselekoh n land slides were everywhere. usually aku tidak mabuk but
due to my current condition, mabuk sedikit tp tak muntah yer.... apepon
we arrived at the CH dengan selamatnya.. pastu due to not consume b'fast
we r hungry like a wolf. singgah makan jap at the food court, x sedap but do i care?
nk mabuk n in hunger r bertenaga serta ganassss sepanjang hari? of cos...

it's official, i was there, CH. hehe.. we stayed @ Hotel De la ferns which i booked
earlier via agoda. by the way, the rates cheaper wif agoda. the hotel was clean, new n
great location too. the staff was nice. yg pntg, free wifi n ade tub, wifi for hubby n tub
for my balqis...

CH ni x de la besar sgt so, we manage to go to all interesting plc there such as
rose garden, tea plantation, cactus n strawberry farm, pasar malam brinchang.
i noticed dat ppl here love steamboat. maybe sbb cuaca kat sini yg sejuk kot.
so ppl tend to choose steamboat just to warm up a bit.. i tink la...due to no good
dinner recommendation from others (search the net) we finally steamboating jgk...
okla tu, jnji perut terisi.

Esoknya.. p beli bunga n heading back to Kg. Yahuuuuuuu.... seronoknya
dpt balik kampung. missing papa, ma sooo much... terubat rindu d hati..