22 Sept 2024

Dust are everywhere. Been ages since my last post. Was not in the mood at all to update my life event. 2022-2024, 2 years of living in silo. Why?.. because I've been living in distance and away from my kids.. Almost 3 years, and I am exhausted, fatigue and stressed. I don't know how long more can I keep up with this type of living environment. I don't like it at all. Never liked it. Dear ALLAH SWT please help me. Have mercy to me n my kids..

Today is my 15th years of anniversary. I was excited a bit initially but eventually the excitement just go away as it was only me feeling that way. My husband seems like don't really bother. So, IDGAF anymore. Anyway thanks to him for his seeds. My oldest, Balqis is 13 now. Zara is 11. Amir is 9 n Farah is 6. The only wish or gift for my anniversary is I want to work near my kids at Kelantan. I want to be able to see them every day. I want to be part of the everyday. I want to be a good mother.